how's things? ... 66 days

66 ... the devil number ... hehehe ... but of course this entry has nothing today with the devil in me or in d. well just tot jot it down what's going on so far over the past few days.
d picks me up on Monday after work. from the start i get into his lorry till we hug (and believe me it's the best hug ever) ... i cried and cried ... tears jus doesn't stop falling ... not because when i see d i cried .. but i'm just too hurt. too hurt by what he did. d was tired that day ... he was gone for a moment in between there. in fact he was on half day that day cos he was too sleepy. the day before after the escot he slept at my place ... and after he left he went to help out zul with his pocket bike. hmm ... ngantuk nya semcm ...
anyway he said he is sorry ... and i forgive him. but i'm very very hurt. we part ... we hug ... and we bury what happened.
the next day ... things are norm. that evening d ask me when is our kursus.
the day after he sms me in the morning ... "...luv mi..." ...
today he sms me in the morning ... "...luv mi..." ... and he called at noon asking what's our plan this month. it's nice to know he's getting involved ... but i wonder why he couldn't make it on the 8Nov and why can on the 15Nov. What's with the 8Nov? hmmm ....
here's a list of to-do from this weekend till next payday in 28Nov:- 26 & 27 Oct: kursus
- 26 Oct: buy brg hantaran, buy wedding shoes
- 27 Oct: fa'i cukur rambut

- in betweens biler d free ... we will need to settle these:
+ byr katil
+ byr dj
+ deposit kek kat kak diella (choc kek) (yishun) *wait for Kak diella to call*
+ antar kain kat ivy (yishun)
+ byr kek pulut (bt panjang)

- 15 Nov: pilih baju, byr andaman
- 27 Nov: collect cert, register nikah

that's quite a fair bit of things to do ... ayah agi godeh2 my room. ytdy he has the wall fan fix. he's fixing the shelving, the wires, the wall lamp ... early dec la kita cat bilik tu ... hehehe
i'm more relaxed now ... d's words this morning .... "d tk noty..d da jadi bdk baik. tk sabar seh nl cpt2 nikah kite nye turn kompang naik pelamin bdk2 escort kite." I'm sure he meant what he said every single word of it ...

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