JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

Spent the new year at home. Didn't even remembered tat at the strike of 12, it will b a new year. Hub is having his worst ever fever.  Some post from IG tat's worth sharing. Indeed 2014 has taught me the most valuable life lesson tat no one in the right frame of mind wld like to learn, go thru it and stands up and walk straight from it all.  I am fortunate to have a loving, no barrier, no judgemental family and undeniably awesomest husband. If nt i doubt i can b on my 2 feet, walk straight with heads up today.  Money either makes u or breaks u. It has done both to me. Physically, mentally and emotionally drained me.  But i'm glad it happen else i won't wake up from tis fantasies. Back to reality, i felt more alive, more controlled. In sya Allah. Never wld i imagine tat i wld b walking the path of 'debt-free'.  Alhamdulilah for 2014.  In sya Allah for 2015.  Aamin! Aamin! Aamin! 

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We may have lost our love ones in 2011 .... but we still have their memories with us ... there are times when we cry of sadness ... there are times when we cry of happiness ... however we cry ... we teared .... we have a choice to wake up and start fresh ... or we can choose to cry again the next day ... like all these years ... we may have our regrets .. we may have unfinished business ... life is never complete ... treasure what u have now ... cos u may not have them tomorrow ... the hand that gives is better than than the hand that receive ... smile ... breathe in ... tomorrow will always be a better day ... love ... live ... life ... Wishing everyone ...

Just like everyone ... we won't want to miss it too ... we head to Labrador Park ... ribut jgk seh tu tempat ... but sad to say we didn't catch the FULL view at all ... just a tiny specks of lights ... *dah suruh Kak Ti potong tu kobis but she refuse ... sigh!* but still we hav "fun=trying to get out of the crowd, the traffic" and the best part as they always say, are save for the last ... Thanks to the main actor: Fir and Lan ... (as much as we enjoy watching it live in action ... worrying and at the same time cursing the teksi bodoh)

Looks like the year will end with the best note ever ... last few weeks have been rather packed up with weddings ... one after another ... we finally get a breather this week ... we had new toys to play ... d with his Nokia N73 Music Edition and me replacing my trusted 2-year-old Sony Ericsson K750i for Sony Ericsson K770i   .... and best of all the most special gift from d for my birthday as well as thanking me for being around ... a Sony PSP slim ... "manja lah aku nampak nya ... khusyuk ngan PSP" ... Pssstttt pssstttt ... pada sesiapa yg ade game PSP tu ... ehem ehem ... copy2 leh?? We're leaving Y2007 very soon ... it has been an edventure but yet smooth sail for me ... with a landing myself a stable job ... having great bunch of coligs ard me ... love ones who never tire to love me unconditionally ... Top-of-to-do-list in Y2008 ... Looking forward to Aussie trip and a debt-free ME insyaAllah ... To ALL MY FRIENDS who are reading this ...

yet another year goes by ... adding to the treasure box memories of happy, sorrows, laughter, cries ... a year where i made wonderful new frens and buddies; yes my contacts here especially  (and thanks to multiply who made that possible) ... a year where i step out of my comfort zone of 10years to seek and experience greener pasture ... a year where hearts are bruised and heal ... a year where i learn true frenship ... a year where i learn the meaning of true hardship ... a year where i learn to cope with my own shortcomings ... a year where for once i've someone who love me more than i love myself (thanks d) ... thank you to ALL who made my year possible ... a story to tell of it's own ... my journey continues with the next breath i take ... till it last i've story to tell still (and i bet thr sure to be someone out there who's interested enough to read *smiles* thanking you in advance) to ALL of you i've only the best of the best wishes and sekalung doa hopi...

RESOLUTION ... which simply means :: "A course of action determined or decided on" ... hmmm Let's ponder ... each year ... when a new year comes ... people would go ard and ask ... "hey what's ur new year resolution huh??" .... aiyoh ... mcm dah basi gitu kan ... and each year ... you will definitely come up with a list of things that you want to do in the coming year ... which simply means ' ur course of actions ' ... lame!!! but again ... some people ... and really these are the people i salute ... really take their resolution seriously ... and they made it ... it becomes what they have set it to become ... congrats mate!!! anyway for me ... entahlah ... makin setahun demi setahun ... lebih teruk dari hari semalam ... nothing seems to come in place for me ... well well ... maybe in an area or two ... but that's like 0.000001% of 365 days ... pathetic ... so i've decided to make it a death wish instead ... or in a nicer term...

is it supposed to be a happy occasion?? yeah ... i guess to some ... me? it's just another day ... it comes and it goes ... i'm still me ... the same me ... wish that when all is new ... i'll be a new me ... w/ new brains ... new life ... new heart .. new body ... new face ... pendek kata ... all new lah ... but that's all wishful thinking kan tu?? ok lah ... might as well make some speech lah kan ... since we are going into another whirlpool of 365 days of memories ... (who knows this might be my last entry ke ... hmmm) Here it goes ... 1. to my frens who are travelling and not in singapore and whom might not even be reading this ... but again who cares ... i'm jotting it down still ... i wish you happy happy ... take care ... dun be notty notty ... spend wisely ... enjoy urself to the fullest with whoever you're with ... as long as you enjoy urself ... but ... know ur limits lah ... just be happy ... let ur hair down ... 2. to those who i owe you mo...