JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

 I had the weirdest dream last night or i would say this morning.  Till now ... it just seems so real.  it may seem that i made it up ... but let me just tell the story how it is  (as far as i can recall) there's this ang mo guy. Good looking and indeed a very nice guy.  i am certain he is not my husband.  but not sure though if he is a friend.  can't be too sure if he has a partner or i am his partner. so this involves a baby.  i'm certain it's a girl. she's probably less than a year old.  got to a point where he packed up her stuffs. just in a duffel bag.  both of us are sad.  sad with that longing but yet we kind of leave it to fate.  we weren't fighting ... nor are we stopping from what is happening.  he carried her in her carrier.  with his duffel bag and walked away.  and i just looked.  it probably mean nothing.  or maybe it meant something.  i am missing #lilone every seconds of my breath....

i was dreaming abt this ...  http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2012/09/dream-on.html ytdy d shared with me that he dreamt abt winning 1.06M ... and he bought for ayah a car fully paid ... and he got himself a car too ... first it's a volvo but he end up with a BMW .. and he actually went to look at the porsche but he don't like the interior .. hahaha ... what a coincident dream ... or could it be a dream come true ... WE WISH!! Ya Allah! Kau lapangkan lah rezki kami suami istri ...  Sesungguhnya kami memerlukan nya ... semoga kau berkati hidup kami suami istri Ya Allah ...  dengan rezki melimpah luah, kasih sayang dan hormat menghormati Hanya pada kau kami minta ...  Amin! Amin! Amin!

dunno where the tots come from ... but i had this dream you can say it where i met this guy in US who pays for everything ... without questions ask ... without asking for anything in return. it puzzled me but i just let him be ... with me thinking that probably he wants to do good deed for that day ... and i happen to be the random person that he picked among the crowds ... then it continues ... when i get home from US ... i was greeted by MY LAWYER ... believe it ... hahahaha ... my dream getting weirder ... but hey all this dreams and tots when i'm awake k ... not when i'm sleeping ... berangan je ... so this lawyer actually said that i inherit BILLIONS ... hahahahaha .... i wish ... an estate in scotland a house in london a landed house in singapore @Sentosa Cove with own berth ... fuh!!! a loft apartment in singapore a porshe SUV ... with so much in hand ... first thing first ... - a car fully paid with petrol paid via credit to my br...

i dream that i said this to him ... "You go your own way ... i go mine ..." but i can't recall who that him is ...

not sure if it's a dream ... or probably my sub conscious tots ... here goes .... we were like at a wedding ... up at a secluded, out-of-the-world, away-from-urban kind of village. it looks like a cousin ... family one ... cos it seems there are makciks and little cousins. then something happen ... i can't recall what ... i went back to the room and packed up my things ... magazines ... stuffs that i brought with me ... followed by him behind me ... reluctantly picking up my stuff and passing it to me. when i was grabbing my stuffs from the bed ... an aunt came by and said that i'm wearing her ring ... then i realise that i had 2 rings on my fingers ... and i gave it back to her ... and told her that i found it at the hidden side of the bed ... i wore it since i'm not sure who it belongs to ... then while stuffing my stuff in my bag ... he came behind me and hug me tight ... so tight that i can physically feel it ... and he's crying ... he hide his face behind ...