JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

Wishing myself a good 43 years of living.  Alhamdulilah.  I thank Allah for giving me another day to breathe.  I thank Allah for the health, the wealth that he has given me. I am not asking for more but enough to live by.  I am happy when the people i love are happy.  As my husband puts it ... i can stay quiet about things  But then again what choice do i have ...  i am smacked in between ... Husband vs Family And the best solution is to stay quiet And all will b happy He forgets again ... not the 1st time  But yet again ...  i try ... I try to forget but ...  i can’t ...  and i miss those days  When i can jus go out And spend my day on my own With a cake and best still my favorite mudpie But my life direction has change I quietly spend my day next to him Wishes came from them who remembers THANK YOU!! 🌹🌹 Woke up to watsapp from my siblings and mum  ...

It's that time of the year again. Once again not the day i'm looking forward to. I wish i will forget this day and it goes by. As usual the motor insurance the first to have their wish in my inbox.  Got some coupons from qoo10.  1st wish comes from Ayah. He watsapp me when the clock strikes 12am. We r in bed as usual lazing ard playing with our phones/ipad. Teary and touched indeed.  Kak Ayu group watsapp abt 7-ish am. Followed by Adik then Ida - wishing me. It sure makes me tear esp from ida.  Every word in her watsapp is true abt us. (Even updating this blog makea me teary still) Juli watsapp me as well.  Salina and Siti wish me in Fb wall bt i hav to hide them cos dun want if he sees it then he'll be reminded. (I want him to remember when he looks at the date nt reading the wishes) Sorry babes and tq for the wishes.  Sab watsapp me 4Dec. It's still ok. Thks for remembering.  Treat myself to choc malt ...

I decide to get myself pandora charms for my birthday this year.  Why i chose these charms? 1. because it's the birthstone of my birth month. 2. blue and green has always appeal calm to me. hence why i pick these colors.  (and i just realise that green is the color of D's birthstone and blue is mine) See  Bought for sgd$40 Bought for sgd$65 Got these from Yvonne @cheapandchic. A very nice sincere lady.  Said her charms are authentic. Even showed me the markings on the charms to prove that it's indeed authentic.  Her charms can even be brought over to the Pandora shops to have it clean/polish.  carousell.co/cheapandchic Update 12/10/14 Bummer! :( Got the charms ytdy. my first reaction was ... so small?  Tis morning fix it and inspect it on my bracelet. Dun feel gd. Google to check on the charms on hand vs charms in store.  The birthstone doesn't have ALE on it. the 925 is rather fade unless...

came home and got a surprise left on my bed in my room.  From Erra. She got me this little cutey bag.  The same one (diff design/color) like the one D got for me for my birthday too.  But D's one is smoother, more lembut compared to Erra ... though they are of the same brand from the same shop (maybe diff outlet ... but i bet the supplier's are the same) They may not be the real CraftHolic i'm sure ... but they are still as good as the real deal. ;)

Impromptu ... Met up elder sis. Went for dinner at mac b4 we head back to mum's place. She blanja cake. In celebration of my bday. The only cake i had tis yr for my bday. Blessed!

Today ... I am blessed to have a charming husband who loves me indeed i'm pretty sure, 2 4-legged noty 'meow' named Kiki and Koko, a supportive family, an understanding supportive colleagues n bosses at work and a beautiful home full of love and memories. On tis day i will always look back as how life over the past mths have been. Tat's the thing when ur birth mth is end of the yr. Things have been rough but i'm glad and i'm blessed to still have my husband supporting me and loving me despite my shortcomings with my debt problems and my woman health issues. I can never ask for a better husband cos he is the best that Allah has granted to me.  Watching 'Baby Mama' now showing on Channel 5, makes me wonder who doesn't yearn for their own baby. With my repeated woman health issues, only Allah knows what he has plan for me. But all i hope for is my husband understand my situation. Alhamdulilah for now he does.  I am still on my losing we...

It came early and unexpected this year. D remembered not only my birthday but he remembered that i have been wanting to buy this for so long. Thank you D! I am so moved and so happy that it brought tears in my eyes when i opened the box and found this rabbit in thr. D gave to me ... Said it's an advanced birthday present. (He said he will b back late from work cos he wanted to go woodlanda to buy something) i didn't guess anything or expect anything. Having him to remember my birthday i am happy enough ... But to receive a birthday present from him ... I am so so happy. Love you to the moon and back D! 

8 more days to go ... wish came way too early ...  but thank you nevertheless. ;)

3rd December .. reaching almost to a quarter of a decade ... Syukran for the life that i have now. a loving husband, 2 beautiful cats, blessed with loving family, a stable job ... what more can i ask for. what i have is enough to get by. i hav it all ... great loving pple surrounds me. they make me laugh, they make me cry, they make me ache ... and i have Allah always with me. amin! To me ;)

Well ... it's the raya season ... gaji pun dah masuk ... so we pick this day to go shopping!! Went with my sis, Ida, Dinah, D and Myself ... We went to Queensway ... (1) Bought d Crocs flip-flop / slipper - Duet Flip for $64.15 Then bought him a Jeep at those Locker Bay kind of store for $30++. Bought him 2 jeans and 2 shirts. Then we head to Geylang. Got ourselves Baju Kurung. We're in Black this year. We shop2 for whatever necessary like carpet, rugs, kuih2, drinks ... practically burn my pocket ... but alhamdullilah we still have spares to bagi duit raya But i bet he had a blasted birthday ... i wish he had ...

Botak got his first sabo while we were chilling out at Woodlands. His bro, Bobo was wondering how to sabo him as we didn't have anything prepared. with a bottle of water (tap water je) from our car, a cup of pokka ice-lemon tea filled to the brim and powder (courtesy of his wifey Zizah) ... at the strike of 12 ... Jas agi rilek sitting by the bench chatting away with bro and d ... not realising our signals, me from his left powdered him from the top of his head ... his bro splash him with ice-lemon tea ... and d watered him down ...   (fancy him for forgetting his birthday ... heheh) 2 weeks in a row .... we've celebrated Jasni aka Botak's birthday on 14Feb at East Coast Park (yea beb!! it's Valentine's day too ... a valentine baby heheheh) and the week next we celebrated Warrah's (Botak's daughter) 8th birthday on 22 Feb at the strike of 12 at Labrador Park. (pssstt ... i'm loving Zizah's jemput2 ... yummmmmm)