JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

This is me in 2004. Would love to be back in this shape. In Sya Allah. 

My weight has always been an issue since the day i was born. never a day goes by people said that i am thin. I am always that FAT, BIG girl. It's no fun being fat especially when ur husband would look at other pretty, thinner girls and comment things such as "wow" "feeeewwwwiiit" "switttt" and many others. How does that makes u feel? at the bottom of the list right? EXACTLY what i am feeling. but of course when you ask him ... he said he prefers the FAT me ... but then who doesn't like the thin, sexy, beautiful women ... i love myself. i love my body. but i have to lose LOTTTSSSSS of weight ... because of the hormone imbalance condition that i have. (you can read the latest entry i had on my -> blog  http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2014/11/its-here-again-my-condition.html ) Again this morning ... i decide to pen this down ... in case something went wrong in the mission to lose weight ... hahahaha This weight thingy has been going on for a whi...

This prolonged mense thing has come yet again. (you can click on the label "Prolong Menses" http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/search/label/Prolong%20Menses or you can read it from the link below: http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/search/label/Prolong%20Menses http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2011/10/breaking-down.html http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2012/10/my-condition.html ) I decide to pen this down for the benefit to whoever that might have gone thru' the same situation as i do. And also for my own reflection ... someday i may forget ... someday this situation may be a bigger problem to my health ... etc. etc. etc. The last entry was in Oct 2012. I went to the doc again last Thurs 30th Oct 2014. So it seems that it's been doing fine for the last 2 years. (i tot it's been fine for the last 1 year) But now it's been 2 months and 3 cycles that my menses has not stopped. so i decide to pay a visit to Dr Masayu again. She prescribed me Marvelon just for a mth. If it doesn't...

wanted to try ... and i did the detox but then i stop ... tink i shld start again. today for lunch i took the bio slim - so called orange julius orange ... yuckkkkssss not sweet at all but ok la ... see how far i can take it ... too much of discipline to just be thin ... Date: 21sep11 / 28sep11 weight: 89 bust: 41.5 waist: 40 / 39 tummy: 47.5 / 45.5 butt: 49 / 48 upper thigh: 30-27-22 / 29-26/21 arm: 16 / 15.5 Detox first: http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2011/09/detox-time.html

Detox time ... 89 41.5 40 47.5 49 30 16 we'll see if the numbers will reduce ... Continue: http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2011/11/bios-slim.html

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RESOLUTION ... which simply means :: "A course of action determined or decided on" ... hmmm Let's ponder ... each year ... when a new year comes ... people would go ard and ask ... "hey what's ur new year resolution huh??" .... aiyoh ... mcm dah basi gitu kan ... and each year ... you will definitely come up with a list of things that you want to do in the coming year ... which simply means ' ur course of actions ' ... lame!!! but again ... some people ... and really these are the people i salute ... really take their resolution seriously ... and they made it ... it becomes what they have set it to become ... congrats mate!!! anyway for me ... entahlah ... makin setahun demi setahun ... lebih teruk dari hari semalam ... nothing seems to come in place for me ... well well ... maybe in an area or two ... but that's like 0.000001% of 365 days ... pathetic ... so i've decided to make it a death wish instead ... or in a nicer term...