JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

Yuk..aminkan doa ini untuk mendapatkan jodoh yg terbaik dari sisi Allah. 'Rabbana hablana milladunka zaujan thayyiban wayakuna shahiban lii fiddini waddunya wal akhirah' Artinya: 'Ya Tuhan kami, berikanlah kami pasangan yg terbaik dari sisiMu, pasangan yg juga menjadi sahabat kami dlm urusan agama, urusan dunia & akhirat.' AMIN! AMIN! AMIN! Hingga ke nafas ku yang terakhir.

Adakah kita membuat pilihan hati yg tepat? Ya Allah, ku berdoa kepada Mu agar pilihan ya kami buat ini adalah tepat kerana hanya Kau lebih menyetahui. “Ya Allah, aku amat sayang kan dia, kalaulah dia pilihan yang tepat untuk aku dunia akhirat, pertemukanlah jodoh kami. Jadikanlah dia SUAMI ku. Kalau tidak, ya Allah, elakkanlah” Sunat Istikharah Dilakukan sesudah lewat tengah malam, setelah bangun tidur. Sebaik baiknya pada rakaat pertama selepas membaca Fatihah dibaca surah al-Kafiruun (Qulya aiyuhal-Kafiruun) dan pada rakaat kedua selepas Fatihah baca surah al-Ikhlas (Qul Huallahu Ahad). Setelah selesai shalat, berdoa seperti yang dianjurkan oleh Rasulullah SAW: Allaahumma inni astakhiiruka bi'ilmika , wa astaqdiruka biqudratika wa as aluka min fadhlikal azhiim. Fa innaka taqdiru wa laa aqdiru, wata'lamu wa laa a'lamu, wa anta allaamul ghuyuub. Allaahumma inkunta ta'lamu anna haadzal amra khairun lii fii diinii wama'aasyii wa 'aaqibati amrii, 'aajili a...

The day has finally arrive ... ari2 yg kita tunggu2 ... saat2 yg kita nanti2 kan ... 18 Aug 2008 in the early afternoon after d attended his court at 11am, he called me. And he announce that it's all over. He does not have to attend anymore court. 25Aug, he is to collect his court order. on 28Nov he is to collect his divorce letter. And he did lafaz talak today. I hav a mix feelings. One of which i feel for d and his ex-wife finally severing their marriage after 5yrs. But to think about it, the marriage has died long before i met d; 2 yrs ago. Secondly i'm happy that we will finally be able to plan for our future. Something that we both have long for and been waiting patiently for. When finally this day comes, everything else comes gushing to us. Both our parents are eager to wed us esp my parents. The soonest the better. BUT we're cashless, and financially we're not prepared. But let's look at it on the positive side, i'm sure we can manage it somehow ... in...

today is a start of a new work life ... after leaving a 10-year too-comfort-zone ... stepping into a 3-mths of equally no-life-zone ... i step into a new territory-though-temp-post where i'm happy for the past 6-months ... renewed the 2nd 6-months but it was put to a sudden stop exactly on it's 2nd mth ... heeding my boss advice .. off i took a week break without stressing myself on looking hard for another job ... alhamdulilah dah rezki i got a permanent post effective of today. but it sure doesn't come cheap ... in a small office with huge politic ... i became the dart board for the day or maybe mths ... i am the-victim-in-my-termination ... i am also the-accuse-of-their-fren-termination ... sigh!!! for the first time in a long time ... i am stress, upset and angry ... but biarlah org buat kita jgn kita buat org ... kadang2 tk dia tk kita kan? ... so best thing to do ... buat bodoh je  Ian pinjam eh kata2 gerek ni ... ter-celik jap after reading ...