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Gerhana Ska Cinta Feat. Altimet, Salam, Nabila Huda - Sayang  (Official Music Video)

Meluat tu tak lah .. tapi cair ohhhh ... hehehe

why u have to hurt me? bet u didn't realise that of course. tell u the truth ... u deny. kiasan2 ... u ignore ... like nothing happen ... sigh! u and your older ladies from twoo ... u gave your number like nobody's business. while i'm here slogging like F*&% for us ... gave u watever you want ... bloody mary u ... didn't i provide u enough ... what more is kurang that u need attention from other women ... u r a sick man!!! i hate myself for loving you ... i make up my mind ... after my US trip ... i'm going to look for job. i tink the distance will do us good ... and i know u will take this oppurtunity to find someone new ... AKU PASRAH!!

it's playing in my mind over and over again ... Muara Hati - Hafiz & Dato' Siti Nurhaliza Cinta terpisah ruang waktu Tetap cinta bersatu dalam hatiku Walau raga kita tak mungkin bersama Ku yakini hati dan tetap setia Ku percaya ke mana pun kau berjalan Suara cinta menuntun mu kepada ku Kerna bila cinta sudah bersenandung Takkan terpisah hati Demi cinta dalam hatimu Ku yakin engkau untukku Meski jejak pisahkan kita Cinta kan bawa kembali... padamu Aku ada kerna engkau ada Tercipta hatiku hanyalah untukmu Jalanku berhujung padamu Kemanapun kan pasti kembali o.. Demi cinta dalam hatimu Ku yakin engkau untukku Meski jejak pisahkan kita Cinta kan bawa kembali... Demi cinta dalam hatimu Biarkan aku merasa Sesuatu dalam hatimu Hanya dirimu dan aku Demi cinta dalam hatimu... biarkan aku merasuk dalam hati cinta..  Never miss an episode of Adam and Hawa now showing in Astro Mustika. (yeah ... we don't have ...

  Gemersik kalbu ... just can't get the drama out of my head ... this song soothe my heart ... and this song mend my heart ... Love these episodes - Episode 20 : lovey dovey scene ... his words so touching ... @6:10 http://youtu.be/WdNABZq6gb8 "...aku akan jadi yang lebih baik dari yg terbaik untuk meraih cintamu dan aku tak akan berhenti sehinggalah cinta kita bersatu..." Episode 21 : touching scene ... @8:50 http://youtu.be/A1057RUObys "...kalau awak nak menangis sekalipun biarlah curahan airmata tu hanya untuk Allah Ta'ala..." "...biarlah kalau satu dunia benci kan awak ... hah ni ... Sufian Aziz akan tetap sayangkan awak dan cintakan awak sampai akhir nafas saya ..." "...kalo awak nak terus menangis sekalipun ... saya akan tetap ade kat sini temani awak sampai awak dah habis airmata untuk menangis..." Also see: http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2012/02/gemersik-kalbu.html

Gio - Bila Cinta (OST Lagenda Budak Setan) Bila cinta kini Tak lagi bermakna Yang ku rasa kini Hanyalah nestapa Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu Dulu kau tawarkan Manisnya janjimu Yang ku sambut itu Dengan segenap hatiku Hingga engkau pergi Tinggalkanku Hilangnya cintamu Menusuk hatiku Hinggaku memilih Cinta yang fana Perginya dirimu merobek jantungku Hingga ku terjatuh Dalam harapan Ku sebut namamu Di setiap doaku Bangkitkan setiap kenangan tentangmu Yang ku dapat hanyalah bayang mu ******************************************* This song kept playing in my head ... it just shows how my heart felt right now. i sent this msg to d @1144 8Feb2012 "D mi nk mintak 1 dari d ... PLEASE STOP HURTING MI! pls d ... Kalo d da tk peduli kan mi ... da bosan ngan mi ... da tk syg ... d ckp la. jgn buat mi cam ni. Mi bkn batu mi ade prasaan ... kalo d nk kebebasan, nk ramaikan agi kenalan, nk mesra2 ngan pompuan lian ... d ckp je ngan mi ... mi tau mi serba kurang ... tjk mcm diaorg ... ka...

Biar Hati Mencintai - Sarah Aqilah 24 episodes of "Nora Elena" (not easy to find now) Here is Episode 1 for your viewing pleasure. 

"Pelangi tak akan manjadi tanpa hujan" ****************** it sure did bring tears to my eyes ... syabas Aaron and Diyana .... Watch it here.

[Shila] Ku susuri malam ini Yang tidak berbintang Sunyi sepi Juga rembulan Dah menghilang Dalam kelam ku sendiri [Ning] Ku mencari hembus bayu Yang selalu berbisik madah rindu Kini membisu dalam sayu Tidak ku temu suaramu [Jaclyn] Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku Di saat ku perlukanmu Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu Di sini ku tersedu-sedu [Ning] Setelah cinta pergi Ku mengusung duka ini diiringi [Shila] Kisah janji dimungkiri lagi Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku [Ning] Di saat ku perlukanmu [Jac] Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu [Ning] Di sini ku tersedu-sedu [Shila] Setelah cinta pergi [Jac] Ku mengusung duka ini diiringi [Ning] Diiringi [Shila] Kisah janji [Jac] Dimungkiri [Ning] Dimungkiri [Jac] Sia-sia ku [Ning] Mencintaimu [Shila] Setia padamu [Jac] Percayakanmu [Jac, Shila & Ning] Sebak dadaku Retak hatiku Luka jiwaku Dihiris pilu [Jac] Sia-sia ku [Ning] Mencintaimu [Shila] Setia padamu [Jac] Perc...

The ending just makes u tear and tear ... great drama ... 30 Episodes in total. Here is episode 1.

The much talk movie to close up year 2011 ... for me a must see ... great story ... bring tears to you eyes ... improved acting by Aaron ... thumbs up. "...perempuan adalah ciptaan allah yang amat istimewa semakin allah menyayangi kita semakin kuat dugaan yang allah akan berikan kepada kita..." "...redha itu ikhlas pasrah itu menyerah..." Watch it here ... http://www.veoh.com/watch/v25929980HmnCjQAp

... Kamu takkan mengerti rasa sakit ini Kebohongan dari mulut manismu ... Pergilah kau Pergi dari hidupku Bawalah semua rasa bersalahmu Pergilah kau Pergi dari hidupku Bawalah rahasiamu yang tak ingin kutahui Tak mau lagi aku terjerat Pada semua janji-janjimu Tak mau lagi aku terkait Pada semua permainanmu Bertahun-tahun bersama Kupercayaimu Kubanggakan kamu Berikan s’galanya Aku tak mau lagi Ku tak mau lagi huoo… Yeee…Hee…

Enjoy!! Made a wrong turn, once or twice Dug my way out, blood and fire Bad decisions, that's alright Welcome to my silly life Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated Look, I'm still around Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing You're f*ckin' perfect to me! You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead So complicated, look happy, you'll make it! Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game It's enough! I've done all I can think of Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect Pretty pretty please, if you ...

How's things? Not very good ... for now. what happen? well ... my worries is a killer. It's like a tumor in my heart ... in my head. i called d ... warning him not to get angry ... but of course he did la. ask him AGAIN if he is ready and if he wants to proceed with the wedding, the marriage. and the same answer i get ... of course la. (and he started to get piss) he said "tink about it ... if i'm not ready and i'm not serious ... then why would i bother with the wedding preps, talk abt what we want to do next, what we want to do in the next couple of months after the weddin. just tink abt it la." hmm ... he has a point though ... but still i WORRIED!! what abt the biskut2 yg d masih layan seh?? i'm SELFISH!! i want d all by myself and i DON'T WANT to share him with any1 else. even if it's just to reply hi .. i'm PISSED OFF ... i'm ANGRY ... i'm HURT. the last big fight we had ... watever i said tak register in his hea...

mimpi?? kadang mimpi ni mmg mainan tido ... but kadang mimpi juga 1 petanda. which is it this time? "we're at a strange place, spending the night together. our families were around. It seems to be our wedding the next day. Cos there i was waiting to be made up. Mak andam dah smp tp tk start to make-up2. d, the groom i presume was no where in sight. ironically there is another pengantin. the groom dah dtg bertandang and they are going for their 2nd outfit. and i'm still waiting ... when i glanced at the clock it's 12pm."  that's when i woke up ...  ishhh a strange dream indeed. come morning ... it didn't really bother me but somehow i could recall clearly the dream. on my way to work ... i sms d ... (don't ask where i got the idea to sms such ...) "Promise mi kalo d stop loving mi d will tell mi. Promise?" I'm loving him to bits ... more than he knew. d promise that he will not leave me at the altar waiting. d promise that he will ...

What have a done today?!! I told d " ...since d nak rilek then mi rasa mi shld too and biler di dah ready, d call mi... " His reaction is unexpected. He is calm. and he says ok. but me??!!! i end up crying non-stop. He ask why shld i be crying? sigh!!! guess i shldn't huh?? but i have feelings and i knew he does too ... things he says ... " ...mi tau di bergantung ngan siape kan... " " ...d tak pernah ckp mcm tu... " ... those words ... melts me away for sure but i hear sincerity from him ... guess things are bound to happen. but maybe he is meant to still be mine? i propose to him ... " d ... sudi d jadi suami mi? " ... well he didn't propose to me. nor did he ask if i want to be his wife. but i tink it's something i need to hear. and he said " YES! " " ...ikhlas... " " ...and d will be mi forever... " amin! amin! amin! Kata2 tu 1 doa ... Aku ingin engkau selalu Hadir dan temani aku Di setiap l...

Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen Ooooh... But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melted into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking 'round Thinking I'm going crazy Chorus: But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Oooh, oooh... Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that their goal Is to keep me from falling Hey, yeah! But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet every...