JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

Spent the new year at home. Didn't even remembered tat at the strike of 12, it will b a new year. Hub is having his worst ever fever.  Some post from IG tat's worth sharing. Indeed 2014 has taught me the most valuable life lesson tat no one in the right frame of mind wld like to learn, go thru it and stands up and walk straight from it all.  I am fortunate to have a loving, no barrier, no judgemental family and undeniably awesomest husband. If nt i doubt i can b on my 2 feet, walk straight with heads up today.  Money either makes u or breaks u. It has done both to me. Physically, mentally and emotionally drained me.  But i'm glad it happen else i won't wake up from tis fantasies. Back to reality, i felt more alive, more controlled. In sya Allah. Never wld i imagine tat i wld b walking the path of 'debt-free'.  Alhamdulilah for 2014.  In sya Allah for 2015.  Aamin! Aamin! Aamin! 

Today ... I am blessed to have a charming husband who loves me indeed i'm pretty sure, 2 4-legged noty 'meow' named Kiki and Koko, a supportive family, an understanding supportive colleagues n bosses at work and a beautiful home full of love and memories. On tis day i will always look back as how life over the past mths have been. Tat's the thing when ur birth mth is end of the yr. Things have been rough but i'm glad and i'm blessed to still have my husband supporting me and loving me despite my shortcomings with my debt problems and my woman health issues. I can never ask for a better husband cos he is the best that Allah has granted to me.  Watching 'Baby Mama' now showing on Channel 5, makes me wonder who doesn't yearn for their own baby. With my repeated woman health issues, only Allah knows what he has plan for me. But all i hope for is my husband understand my situation. Alhamdulilah for now he does.  I am still on my losing we...

I was thinking .... Tat we shld travel a bit tis yr. We made de first move by deciding to go PD. Told hub today, tat we'll probably go on a cruise to Phuket or we go Bali. Let's see wat's de cost like. Though terkilan cos we didn't go Australia as we've planned a long long time ago .... And we nvr get it done. But with hub working now and me taking more task at work .... We dun hav the luxury of time now. But Alhamdulillah we have a bit of $$ to spend for a short getaway. Wif hub Skg it ease a bit financially ... Ya Allah bukakanlah hati suami ku utk membantu ku dgn bill2 ku ... Kau lapang kan lah pintu rezeki kami Ya Allah. Kau permudahan kan uruapan Harian kami. Amin! Amin! Amin!

Hey it's been a month since i last update this blog. wanted to update all that's going on with my travelling but proven once i'm back home ... it's back to the chaotic world of mine here in my homeland. work has been ok. sad news this week. a colig who's been working for 13yrs has been retrenched. pple said she volunteered. but her remuneration is superb ... she's getting like close to 80K perhaps ... with the cpf deduction and income tax ... she will still have a handsome sum of 50K perhaps ... wow!!! wish i have that much amt ... that would settled all my debts ... bills ... and i would still have some left for a nice trip of 2. but dream on la ... financially ... alhamdulilah ... i tink i'm back in track. *crossing my fingers* i'm looking at the next 7 years before i'm debt free again. my only worries is how do i get my car after 3yrs from now ... sigh! and today i pray that Allah lapangkan our pintu rezki ... hub has issues at work. i hope ...

i was dreaming abt this ...  http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2012/09/dream-on.html ytdy d shared with me that he dreamt abt winning 1.06M ... and he bought for ayah a car fully paid ... and he got himself a car too ... first it's a volvo but he end up with a BMW .. and he actually went to look at the porsche but he don't like the interior .. hahaha ... what a coincident dream ... or could it be a dream come true ... WE WISH!! Ya Allah! Kau lapangkan lah rezki kami suami istri ...  Sesungguhnya kami memerlukan nya ... semoga kau berkati hidup kami suami istri Ya Allah ...  dengan rezki melimpah luah, kasih sayang dan hormat menghormati Hanya pada kau kami minta ...  Amin! Amin! Amin!

dunno where the tots come from ... but i had this dream you can say it where i met this guy in US who pays for everything ... without questions ask ... without asking for anything in return. it puzzled me but i just let him be ... with me thinking that probably he wants to do good deed for that day ... and i happen to be the random person that he picked among the crowds ... then it continues ... when i get home from US ... i was greeted by MY LAWYER ... believe it ... hahahaha ... my dream getting weirder ... but hey all this dreams and tots when i'm awake k ... not when i'm sleeping ... berangan je ... so this lawyer actually said that i inherit BILLIONS ... hahahahaha .... i wish ... an estate in scotland a house in london a landed house in singapore @Sentosa Cove with own berth ... fuh!!! a loft apartment in singapore a porshe SUV ... with so much in hand ... first thing first ... - a car fully paid with petrol paid via credit to my br...

Graduated Oct 2005 my 1st milestone was to earn a degree. and i was lucky to earn an honours degree after 3 years of  hardwork; work + study + play. It was worth it. The time spent to study. The burning midnight oils. The sleepy and tiredness in class. The rush to complete assignments. The hutang2 in paying for the school expenses. and not forgetting the Europe trip; amsterdam, belgium and scotland (by myself) + around UK with room mates + london (meeting up with Kak intan) 28 Dec 2008 the next milestone in my life and the biggest ever life decision made - getting married to beloved husband, Mazlan Bin Ismaoon. after a handful of heartaches and buckets of cries, i sign the papers to accept Mazlan Bin Ismaoon to be my beloved husband till death do us apart, insyaAllah. Amin! Amin! Amin! With him comes the challenges, his fair share of my tears too, the heartaches ... but insyaAllah jodoh kita kuat ... we will be together till death. Amin! Amin! Amin! Jan 2011...

The day has finally arrive ... ari2 yg kita tunggu2 ... saat2 yg kita nanti2 kan ... 18 Aug 2008 in the early afternoon after d attended his court at 11am, he called me. And he announce that it's all over. He does not have to attend anymore court. 25Aug, he is to collect his court order. on 28Nov he is to collect his divorce letter. And he did lafaz talak today. I hav a mix feelings. One of which i feel for d and his ex-wife finally severing their marriage after 5yrs. But to think about it, the marriage has died long before i met d; 2 yrs ago. Secondly i'm happy that we will finally be able to plan for our future. Something that we both have long for and been waiting patiently for. When finally this day comes, everything else comes gushing to us. Both our parents are eager to wed us esp my parents. The soonest the better. BUT we're cashless, and financially we're not prepared. But let's look at it on the positive side, i'm sure we can manage it somehow ... in...

A proud moment for me ... but somehow it just doesn't turn out as i dreamt of ... 1. i misplace my memory card but later found out it's at home ... fell off from my phone when the phone hit the floor just before i left for my graduation ceremony. 2. all the photos turn out bad ... blurr ... almost every single one of it ... but watever there is ... it's there and i'm keeping it cos it will not be a moment where i can't repeat ... maybe someday one day i'll go up that stage once more with my robe and mottar board ... but nothing beats the feeling of being there for the first time ever in your life ... My heartfelt thanks to my parents and my brother who came for my graduation to be with me at this proud moment of mine. Another milestone completed in my life. Alhamdulilah. Syukran.