he is hurt ... and i did it ...

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i broke his heart ... i hurt him ... not intentionally but i did it ... and this time he is really really really hurt ... i DISRESPECT HIM ... i LEFT HIM be with frens at dinner table ... all becos i want to console another fren ...
given a choice between frens and him ... i would chose him no doubt ... but at that situation ... i wasn't even tinking about DISRESPECTING him or purposely LEAVE him alone with them ... all i'm tinking is to answer to a needed-fren qns ... i DO NOT have such intentions ... NEVER ... not at all ...
The mistake I made was not to tell him who i'm talking to ... not to look at him for signs ... till it erupt and it's too late to salvage the situation ...
I'm made too many mistakes in his eyes ... too much sorry to him ... i don't know how else to amend the situation ... i jus don't know ... but i'm truly and deeply sorry for my STUPID action ... that cost me his hurtful heart ... i would do anything to have my heart broken and smash but not his ...
Song: Rela Setia
Composer: Didicazli
Lyricist: Didicazli

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tak mampu ku melupakan
walau kian kehilangan

kerna ku terlalu ingin kan
untukmu riang berkekalan
rela ku berlalu
walau mungkin tak termampu

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menjadi penghalang sanubari

Selagi daya hatiku ini
akan tetap ku menyayangi
duka tiada ku peduli
bila rindu membelenggu

selagi nadi belum terhenti
ku buktikan cinta sejati tak mungkin akan ku kesali
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Rela ku terus setia
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menyintai mu walau berjauhan
teguh kalimah kasih ku

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