JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

"...Biler di tanya ape yg buat mi mula2 syg d ... jawapan mi kerna d syg mi lebih dari mi syg diri mi sendiri..." bukan pertama kali soalan mau pun jawapan ni di lafaz kan ... sama bunyi nya ... sama jawapannya ... maklum lah mane leh luper kan ... tu lah permulaan nya ... dan tak di nafikan ... it takes a long long long time seblom akhirnya that decision is made ... di tanya balik ... "and d? asal eh?" jawab nya ... sama dgn yg pernah di jawab "...it's the connection ... nampak mi turun dari tangga tu ... ati ni terus terpaut ... mata tak kelip2 tak lepas ... and time tu lah d dapat rasakan yg mi lah dia ... sekeliling d cuma ade mi je ..." ... it bring smiles to a face ... tul jgk ... kalo di ingat2 balik ... kalo dok and remind each other abt it ... it just glued u together again ... dan setiap yg di maafi dan sesuatu yg tak nak di ingat ... tapi harus di pelajari dari kesilapan2 itu ... me-murnikan agi hubungan itu ... dan tanpa di duga kek...

tak de road yg tak de bend ... begitu juga dgn idup ni kan? ... LIFE!!! mesti ade satu saat tu apabila kita pause dan fikir jalan mane kita nak tuju ... belok? terus? simpang? ... "...there sure to be a bend somewhere ... but it sure is not the end ... unless ... u fail to make that turn ..." idup ni tak kurang dgn suka ... duka ... tawa ... nangis ... kecewa ... bangga ... yg bezanya antara kita ... ade yg dapat lebih ... ade yg kurang ... is it enough? ... never enough? ... won't be enough? ... wat's enough? ... ya ... kata ati tu akan berbicara biler enough is enough ... ya ... ape pun tak guna nak patah balik kan? ... things happen ... all we need to do is to look forward ... kata2 yg berbisik di otak ni ... we can't make it stop ... but just listen and put ur heart to it ... maybe it did makes some sense ... my heart needs coaxing ... ati ni agi merajuk ... that's for sure!!! but i'll survive ... i'll move on ... a fren ever said this to m...

Still sane yet hurt ... doubtful is more tiring than trusting ... Sometimes it takes a rough ride before reaching a smooth path ... maybe God brings u to the path to guide ... remember there's always a blessing in everything that happened ... but watever it is ... dun allow urself to be weak and fall into that dark hole ... as tiring as it gets, enjoy and appreciate every bit of your life ... dun listen to others but take note of their views ... watever it is, you must enjoy and appreciate every bit of your life cause life is temporary ... ati ni agi merajuk ... hidup ini mesti slalu mencuba unless ur heart says that's enough is enough ... u will know and feel it when ur heart says so ...

12dec 9.27am: Mi trust d ... mi tak nafikan syg d ... mi tau d tak maksud pape ... mungkin setakat kwn ... tapi jgn main2 kan mi pls ... jgn memperbodohkan mi jus becos mi diam ... mi tak sanggup nak main game ni ... kalo d rasa d masih nak berkenalan dgn perempuan lain ... jatuh nombor ... call2 ... layan2 ... baik yg baru mau pun biskut2 d tu ... go ahead lah syg ... mi dah penat ah di bodoh2 kan .. mi cume nak d jujur ... terus terang ngan mi ... susah ke? 12dec 2.04pm: mi d nk mintak beribu ampn abt wat hapen..d tkde niat nk bodoh kn mi dan d tkde niat pape pn trhadap dia..cume hanya stakat kwn aje tk lebih... tapi kalo dia ingat yg buruk walaupun kwn tk leh k fine...d acept dan d tk kn tegur walaupn dia melintas dpn d... 12dec 3.19pm: d mi tau d ramai kwn girls ... yg ni bkn yg pertama dan bkn yg terakhir ... mungkin semua d anggap fren tapi tak semua anggap sama ... mi tau ade yg anggap lebih ... and mi tau ade yg panggil d dear, baby, syg ... btl kan? jgn bohong ngan mi p...

does bliss always last? u tell me? ... bak kata pepatah ... "...di sebalik keriangan seseorang ... pasti ade duka nya..." well the words doesn't just come from no where ... it's the fact of life ... y eh?? y when all seems to go smooth sailing ... ade aje ... maybe it's not meant to be? maybe it's a test? i'm tired of playing such games ... just plain tired ... this is where i'll say ... "...let them do unto u ... asalkan u dun do unto them..." sigh!!!

Huney injured her left hind leg. happen last week ... dah seminggu dah. we sent her to the vet ytdy. the vet, Dr. Grace Heng a beautiful sweet gentle vet at the Joyous Vet suspect she dislodged her left hip joint or maybe a fracture (ouchhh!!) but Huney doesn't feel pain when palpated ... and she's eating well as usual. In fact said she's strong cos despite her limping and flaccid, she's able to put the hind leg back in place ... and stand on it too ... bandage her hind leg up ... harness it across back/rump. gave her painkiller in case she needs them. we ask for referral for x-ray just in case if we want to have it checked further ... in the meantime she will be caged rest ... in fact she's been caged since last week after we saw her limping and flaccid. get well soon Huney ... Huney strong girl kan?? bear w/ it for 6 weeks at least k ... once u're okay we'll let u out ... PS: something i learnt ... this is wat you called secondary healing ... wher...

it's been years since i last attended a D&D (sampai can't recall when's the last time ... wakakaka) ... 8 Dec 2006 is my company D&D cum family day ... despite him finishing work late, tired and all ... he made time to come along ... theme for the day is Pink Nite ... we were both dress in pink top and black bottoms w/ black shoes ... se-dondon kata org tu kan? ... *winks* we obviously were the last to arrive ... reach The Oriental Singapore, Garden Suite (at Level 5) at about 9.30pm. They serve international buffet ... sedappppp!!!! Upon reaching ... everyone is excitedly involved in the games ... we got to see the puzzle-card game, the man-dress-up-woman game, and the who-made-the-longest-line game ... While they were busy participating ... we pulak busy eating ... enjoying our dinner ... yummmmmyyyy!!! since it's rather a small grp ... everyone of us walk away w/ a lucky draw gift ... i got myself the 14th prize presented to me by our HR Director, Mr M...

THANK YOU CIPUT ... 1stly :: thank you for remembering ... but how could u forget anyway cos we share the same date ... 2ndly :: you've dedicated a page for me ... with warm wishes ... really appreciate it ... ++++++++++++++++++ This is what he wrote: Sekitar setahun yg lalu, seorang cewek yg memperkenalkan dirinya sebagai JusMoi *padahal IDnya noelle0312 dan belakangan kutau nama aslinya Idawati ini* meng- add aku jadi contact dengan pesan singkat tapi dalam: Hey, we share the same birthday! (Hey, kita punya hari ulang tahun yg sama!) Ya, kami punya tanggal ulang tahun yg sama, yang jatuh hari ini! Secara ga baik ngucapin selamat pada diri sendiri, ya aku kirim ucapan selamat ini untuk sahabat dari negeri seberang ini (Singapore), yg ternyata orang Jawa seperti diriku.   Selamat Ulang Tahun JusMoi eh... Ida! Terima kasih untuk teman-teman yg sudah mengucap selamat ke saya (urut sesuai diterimanya pesan):   Agung Nugroho yg teriak di PMnya Ira. Eriq yg nge...

the day starts rather early for me ... mum wishing me happy birthday before she head off to masjid ... dinah pee again on my bed ... arghhhh!!! wake d up at 11am ... he came to pick me up at 12pm .. wearing his stone cold t-shirt, levis jeans and his addidas shoe ... hensem as usual ... me ... i was in my green polo and culottes w/ slippers ... we head to geylang to get his sunscreen done ... at the same time get the cig lighter works ... then head to selegie to get his air horn fix ... also get the running light ... by then all is done it's close to 5pm or so ... then we head to cameroon to have our bf cum lunch cum early dinner ... we had chix rice ... d as usual had the white chix while mine was the goreng one ... and not forgetting the chay kuay sotong ... sedapppp ... we then head to vivocity ... cool place ... got d's pink short sleeve shirt at ebose ... we shop at daiso ... went to pet safari (nothing like the one at simei) ... it's a great place to hangout...

tat's the number i am today ... (it's 1.44am when i started typing this out) how have ytdy been? d pick me up at 4.20pm ... we head to Tuas to get his petrol pump ... before we head to CCK to pick Fir up where he parked his lorry ... we then head to Teck Whye ... we the boys fixed up the neon light on d's bax global lorry ... by the time we're all done ... it's abt 8pm ... singgah lah kat umah parents dia jap ... we had dinner ... the mum cooked bening kobis and ayam goreng ... simple food but nice ... yummmmm d fell asleep after that ... he is tired ... tat i understand ... while i let him sleep ... there i was chatting away w/ his parents ... Fir has left to JB to pump petrol for his car ... after he sent his girl Shidah back ... our conversation goes from telatah nur, yani's kerenah while staying w/ them, praising Yati of being a nice person, their trips to Bali and Holland, the house, the car, Fir future and also ours ... which i tink for now ... it'...

It's his first weekend working since last i tink when we are still working at AMT. he tot it's weekdays ... him being one who knows date but always forgets the day ... our smses ... @ 8.51am to 9.11am 2Dec2006 ...aniway advance hapi birthday mi d mintk maaf 1000 ampun. D tkde sen nk beli kek n hadiah.. thks d ... btl nya advance :D ... Asal mintak maaf d? ... D lah hadiah yg tak ternilai yg mi dapat thn ni ... Tak perlu sen hanya masa, kasih, syg, hormat, jujur, setia yg mi nak ... Leh kan? Leh..syg tapi feel guilty jgk..at least mi ade kasi d card jgak Tak mo feel gitu lah k syg ... Mi faham  smile 4 mi k ... Buang perasaan tu jauh2 k ... K. syg.

can somebody please stop the clock ... time past soooo fastttt ... ni dah end of thursday daaahhhh ... arghhhh ... cepat nah masa berjln ... stoppppp!!!!!

mulut?? ... mulut manusia agi ... mane leh diam kan?? bak kata pepatah ... "...kerana mulut badan binasa..." "...kerana mulut jugak ape2 leh jadi..." kerana mulut jgk war is created ... and indeed he has declared war ... it may have started ... it may not have sound nor picture ... but it sure is there ... we'll just see how it's gonna end ... if someday one day we bump into each other ... we'll see who hides under who ... i shall not hide cos i owe him NONE ... not becos i have someone backing me up ... the last thing we need is mulut busuk org to cos rift ... when things have been quieten down for many many mths why now ... TAK FAHAM LANGSUNG!!!

looking back to Y2004 ... this is what i've done ... <my story in netfirms is gone ... but below is a glimpse of it> the year wasn't too bad ... rather memorable ... well there are tears no doubt ... catch up with Rudy had a drink at Mt Faber ... had myself a slice of cake at Singapore Yatch Club ... watch Polar Express alone ... had my ear cartilage pierce (but it's close now ... pain siakkk!!)     Y2005 ... i was in " DEAD " zone ... it was the day when i just wanted to end my lovely life ... but thank god i'm still sane and till day i'm still alive ... it's all written here ... http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2005/12/my-day.html   (pre-birthday blues) http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2005/12/it-still-my-day.html   (the day goes on) http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2005/12/that-it-for-my-day.html   (the day ends ... my life live) http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2005/12/my-day-continues-next-and-final-day.html   (the finale)   Y2006 ... to date ...

my first email wish came from ... JobsDb ... THANK YOU!!! my great source for work ...   i know there are others who remembers ... my syg D ... who just remember 3dec ... not able to get that erase from him ... faridah ... she remembers since she ask if i want to help kendarat on sat (day b4 my bd she said) my mum ... she mention that when we saw the ad royal cakes ... my elder sis ... when i ask her abt royal cakes ... (but she's more keen into knowing if i want that for my engagement ... duhhhh) jessica ... probly cos my date is the same as her aunt who went korea w/ her ...   we'll see abt it ... maybe this year is afterall a wake up year ... when last yr is my "dead" year ...   yet to decide wat to do for my day ... but one thing for sure i want to spend happy times w/ him ... i might want to ' pop up the qns' to him too ... (should i?? ... all i need is a date ... leh kan?)

ye lah ... ujung2 thn confirm mesti sakit nya ... november december ari sakittttt ... and it's gonna stay for a while ... couple of days tops ... last yr pun gitu ... http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2005/12/koff-koff-koff.html arghhh!!! cold!! head spinning!! heavy eyelids!!! fingers froze!! throat itch!!! arghhhh ...

my heartiest thanks to RAI  who's been my pillar all these while ... IAN who gave me inspiration and will from the stories and tots that she shares ... and lastly to DILA who never fails to let me see the light ... becos of u gals ... ur contributions to my previous entry http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2006/11/behind-all-these.html  ... ur valuable comments ... u have help me to take tat tiny step further to face my problems ... it gives me courage to walk with my heads up ... put my fears aside ... and move head on tactfully ... alhamdulilah ... i manage to have it trash out ... watever that need to be said has been said ... wat need to be heard has been heard ... questions has been answered ... doubts has been cleared ... for now ... it's to hold on ... hold hands and move forward ... no doubt i still smell fear (aka insecurity) in me ... it will be there for a while till i get it locked up ... but i'm pretty sure i'm stronger ... and i make sure i dun have ...

we were at the Singapore Motorshow 2006 last Saturday ... spent half of the day seeing cars and babes ... more cars and more babes ... not forgetting a memorable and never-to-be-missed stunt show by Russ Swift ( http://www.russswift.co.uk/ ) ... the guy who holds Guinness World Records ... check out his website ... we get the chance to see his stunt ... the SGD$10 admission is all worthwhile ... mane kan tidak ... after the show we get to test ride in the subaru WRX ... poweerrrr gileerrrr!!!! mcm naik roller coaster .. TOKYO DRIFT in the making ahhh .... (if only that can be captured ... but all we got are pics to share ... enjoi!!!)

A continuation of http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2006/11/the-verdict-will-soon-be-told.html  ... the stories continued ... phew!! done!! thank god all goes well ... hands are shaken ... hellos are exchange ... stories are told ... all comfy where they are ... all aware of what's going on ... faces seen ... approved ... accepted ... discussed ... agreed ... Let's move on ... the next hurdle gonna be tougher ... but tawakal ... redha ... believe ... be convinced ... insyaAllah ... all will work out find ... let it be fine ... not sure when ... but it sure gonna be soon ...

(translate: "do you want to drink tea?") after having my brain freeze ... unfreeze ... melt ... flooded ... i'm now enjoying a cup of Lipton Herbal Infusions - Cranberry, Raspberry & Strawberry ... w/o sugar w/o milk ... powerrrrr!!!! the smell of it is so intoxicating ... drinking it hot agi ... ahhhhh ... i'm set to refresh ... what are you machos and babes having now? ... 45mins counting down to end my work week ... yipppeeee!!!!

A continuation of http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2006/11/yeah.html  ... it's time!! the time tat i've been waiting for ... but why is it i felt so unsure ... guess it's just my negative tots running amok ... i need to clear my mind ... pleaseeee ... "Ya Allah!!! Give me strength ... sesungguhnya hambamu ini lemah ..." the storm shld not come ... let it be calm ... if it's meant to be ... let it be ...

is it just me ... or is it something that's just not place right ... something is definitely bothering ... but i just dun exactly know what's wrong ... maybe it's just me and my paranoid tots ... "FEAR" is the word ... if only i'm able to shut it ... and dun try to dig it ... i'm sure it's gg to go away ... shld i 'head on'? ... i dun know really ... it might cause unnecessary mishaps ... shld i stick to my belief? shld i just listen to my heart and stop tinking for once? i wish i have answers for all the questions in my head ... or i shld not have questions and doubts ... and shld ignore those voices ... ARggHHHH!!!!!!!!!

ard this time last year ... i do have ideas of what i want to do on that day ... but strangely tis year ... i wasn't tinking much abt it ... why eh? ... maybe becos this yr it's a different yr ... again not getting my hopes too high ... i shld giv it some tot ... what i want to do? where i want to go? what i want? hmmm ... better start tinking huh ....

yup ... has been waiting for this very day ... it finally came ... hopefully it clears most doubts that i wld have all these while ... the next hurdle that i've been waiting to jump on ... but just waiting for the right time ... now's the time ... glad it finally came ... u wldn't have guess the relief i had ... though it gives me the chill ... but still I'm more glad than anything ... i wun get my hopes too high ... but i'm sure i'm getting there ... phew!!! the story continues http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2006/11/the-verdict-will-soon-be-told.html

each time the phone beeps ... rings ... my heart just ache ... pedih ... sakit ... terguris ... marah ... benci ... all in one ... "kopi pun tak de all in one ... sigh" "mcm mane ni?? ... wat shld i do?? ..." as much as i wanted to ignore ... and believe ... the more i felt something not right ... mcm the more me diam ... makin menjadi2 lak ... setiap ari tak kira masa ... mesti berbunyi ... (kalo tak bunyi tu phone dia off lah tu ...) dah berbunyi ... di layan lak ... walau pun sekejap ... layan jgk kan tu?? ... tu yg me nampak ... yg tak nampak?? ... do i know if he whispers sweet nothings to them?? do i?? "Good morning baby!" ... ni ape ni??!!! ni kata tak de pa pe?? sampai panggil baby2 ... tak pelat kan tu!!! cam ne ni?? how like tat?? shld i just keep quiet? shld i say it out loud ... again!?? dah ckp ... sama je ... "tak de pa pe kan? d tak layan pe? mi pun tau di slalu ngan mi kan?" no doubt lah i love him ... tat's no question ask ...

ape tu huh?? well ... the mood is around anyway ... party2 tak de ahh ... cuma my colleagues clowning ard ... nasib baik tak lunch ngan diaorg ... kalo tak ngan aku2 skali kena 'torture' ngan cekak cute tu ... nasib aku mmg baik ... but my bear tak di-spare .. dari semlm 'berbakul' kan pumpkin ... tapi di-isi ngan sweets ... so swit kan tuuu ...    

Falling in love with this kiddo ... She's so sweet ... so adorable ... misses her so much ... that's Huney ... she's a belgian hare and she's 8mths old ... glad she's adapting well with Smokey ...              

tarikhnya 1 syawal  1427 Hijrah  ... bersamaan ngan 24 Oct 2006. buat pertama kali nya beraya lah *kita bersama ... memakai baju sedondon color je ... not exactly sama tapi same... raya thn ni sederhana ... gi 5 umah ... the nenek-neneks hse je ... and lastly my eldest sis place ...  citer nya continue ke-esokkan ari ... 2 Syawal bersamaan 25 October 2006 ... lepas keja ... tak sempat2 ambik dinner ... we both went to my aunts's and uncle umah ... covering ther west area ... dptlah 4 umah dlm the same nite ... last hse kita depart close to 12am ... from Teban Gardens ... we both are dress in red tone for today ... citer nya continue and this is the finale ... 5 days spent beraya ... 28 October 2006: gi satu umah je ... went to Za's place ... my bestie of 18years ... kol2 the rest tak de kat umah ... stayed at her place till close to 2am ...  got a chance to meet her fren from Australia ... look at the son ... hansem kan? pa'kal me tak de anak d...

 ye lah agi rajin ... tis is wat i've made today ... cornflakes madu and dila's recipe of australian yoyo ... but dila, i didn't make the icing ... tot it's good enough eaten just like tat sprinkling it with rainbows ... guess it's colors day for me today having both sprinkled w/ rainbows ... hehehe ... the verdict: edible ... hahahaha  Updated 23Oct @4am ... Once again time rajin ... or pasal dah janji ngan my mum nak buat for my eldest sis ... yang mana ration cornflakes dia dah abis "anak2 kanak budu kanak sta'in" tu keja kan ... aru done w/ it since i only started making it at 1am ... hehehehe now i'm off to bed ... *dlm pala bernyayi* "sahurrrr ... sahurrrr ... .... sahurrrrr ... sahurrrrr"

first we had Smokey ... found him along east coast road ... he's a mixed Netherland Dwarf ... went to SPCA to adopt another ... so Smokey has a fren ... Emmy (pic above) was booked ... but we're hopeful ... we will only know if she's successfully adopted after raya ... if we get her ... gonna change her name spelt as Emmey ... in the meantime ... we are waiting to bring Huney back after raya ... she's only 8mths old ... and she's a Belgian Hare ... she's definitely gonna be bigger than Smokey ... but she's a beauty .. those pics of her are taken @SPCA ... PS: Huney was formerly known as cupcake ... nahhhh i personally dun fancy that name and we agree to have it change ...

we went to SPCA at 31 Mount Vernon Road with the intention to look out for a fren for smokey ...  yup yup ... we're adopting another rabbit ... Lan falls for Emmy ... but sad to say we are not able to proceed w/ the adoption process cos the councillor insists to have smokey meet emmy before we bring them home ... just afraid they just don't get along ... and end up fighting ... No choice ... we left with a heavy heart ... and pray hard that when we return this weekend, emmy is still not adopted ... amin!

after all these months ... never ever a day when we split doing our own things ... last sat was the first ... u left me w/ my frens ... head to 'lepaskan your gian' ... asal eh?? tak pernah2 ... we can do it after the ice-cream treat can't we? but u chose to leave me ... and head off ... is thr something u're hiding from me? something that u want to do all by urself and doesn't want me to be part of it? dunno why the change ... i just don't know ... a lot of time u give me all reasons to doubt you ... but a lot of time too ... those are just my insecurities ... my paranoia ... afraid of losing you ... afraid of another failure ...

another eating time w/ the girls ... tis time at Pizza Hut Suntec. Jai (Rai's fiance) join us this round. After dinner ... we head to Anderson for some sweet tooth treat ... Here's some pics from nana's ...

the first time i bump into it was @Jurong Point NTUC ... the smell (though it's not the same brand that i use) ... ahhhhHhhhh!!!! ... it just reminds me of my laundry time @UK during my uni stay ... There's an article here ... http://www.downy.com/en_US/experience/articles/200307_03.jsp "Does laundry fragrance really makes a difference?" My answer : it sure does to me ... not only i love scent ... but it sure brings back memories ...

we found it at east coast ... all by itself ... crossing the road (tak de yg pimpin) ... so we decided to give it a home ... or rather he is giving it a home ... (cos my mum would be against having any kind of pet at home) we named it "SMOKEY" Updated 1Oct we just got him checked ... yup it's a him ... he's a mixed breed of netherland dwarf ... an adult rabbit he is ... approx abt 3-5 yrs of age ... he is a healthy one alrite ... eating well ... active ... love to be pat and stroke ... love to be cuddle and carried ... will respond when call ... he sure has become his dear ... guess i'm becoming 2nd to him ... hmmm ...

it's been a great 2 weeks ... love what i did so far ... (like dila said ... "it's so very the me!!") ... great environment ... nice boss ... fantastic colleagues ... and best location!!! (2 train stops from my home) ... what else could i ask for?? amin!! alhamdulilah ... walaupun my fate will be told 6 months later ... for now i'll enjoy what's in front of me ... mudah-mudahan my service is still needed ... and for once i dun regret leaving tat shit hole that i've been in for the past 10 yrs ... just so glad i made the decision to move on ... it has never been easy ... it's depressing + worried + stress + tired ... but all tat pays off ... sabar je ... rezki ade di mane2 ... rezki pasti ade ... antara cepat ngan lambat ... antara lebih atau kurang ... but it's there ... kita usaha ... Dia yg memberi ... insyaAllah ... amin!! And i thank d for being there ... and my parents for stressing me out *smiles* THANK YOU!!

sigh wati ... apa daaaa ... sesiapa yg baca ni pun naik bosan ... apatah lagi yg mendengar ... tak abis2 ah citer kau ni ... lepas satu ... satu ... biler nak game ni?? ... (familiar words playing in my head) "...eh naik bosan ah dengar?...", "...you keep on asking the same questions!!...", "...wat do u want me to say?...", "...i got no answer for you, wat else you want me to say?!...", "...watever ahhhh...", "...do wat u tink is best, tink what u tink is right...", "...dah tak kuasa ahhh...", "...tak abis2 ahh..." ... wat's wrong w/ me exactly? tak faham2 ke? can't i just keep my bloody mouth shut ... can't i just put a full stop to watever i have to say ... can't i put a full stop when people just have no answers to me ... why would i start asking the SAME questions ... but just phrase it differently ... sialan kan tu??!!! besarnya chee*** kan!!!! patut jugak ah kena marah ... pat...

To dear sweet beautiful buddy ... Dila ... Wishing you a great day ... cos it's ur birthday ... May all ur wishes come true ... byk2 lah berdoa ... insyaAllah dikabulkan ... yg penting niat mesti ikhlas ... Wishing you the best of the best that today can bring ... and many many other happy happy events to come all year round ... Love always ..., Wati Update on 27Oct2014 Wonder where is Dila now? hmmm ... 

hanging out time ngan mar and gang ... all events took place without prior planning ... just going w/ the flow ... (padahal initial plan was to cycle @East Coast .. but of course the weather tricked us ... and we proceed w/ Plan B)  Nevertheless we had fun ... it was nice hanging out w/ the bunch of them ... Updated on 27Oct2014 PS: Wonder where is Mar now? hmmm ...