one step at a time ...

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my heartiest thanks to RAI who's been my pillar all these while ...

 IAN who gave me inspiration and will from the stories and tots that she shares ...

and lastly to DILA who never fails to let me see the light ...

becos of u gals ... ur contributions to my previous entry http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2006/11/behind-all-these.html ... ur valuable comments ... u have help me to take tat tiny step further to face my problems ... it gives me courage to walk with my heads up ... put my fears aside ... and move head on tactfully ...

alhamdulilah ... i manage to have it trash out ... watever that need to be said has been said ... wat need to be heard has been heard ... questions has been answered ... doubts has been cleared ... for now ... it's to hold on ... hold hands and move forward ...

no doubt i still smell fear (aka insecurity) in me ... it will be there for a while till i get it locked up ... but i'm pretty sure i'm stronger ... and i make sure i dun have my hopes too high just in case i fell with a hard thud ... but i do hope that my hopes are met ... the least ...

thank you gals ... thank you for listening ...
now i'm walking ... one step at a time ... and i'm not gonna stop ...

Update 29Oct14:
Rai - no news of her till date. Use to be in FB but i tink she deactivated her acct. 
Ian - still in contact. once in a while watsapp her. saw her postings in FB (Eriana AJ) at times. https://www.facebook.com/nippy.nook?fref=pb&hc_location=friends_tab
Dila - no where to be found. 

Comments

  1. Jane Doe20 November 2006 at 16:21

    it is a pleasure to lend a shoulder. take it easy yeah. we have lunch to look forward.

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  2. rai sapuan20 November 2006 at 17:53

    its the least that i can do by being there for you even though via the net...*smilez*

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  3. SweetLikeLemon BitterLikeSugar20 November 2006 at 19:43

    missed u girls :(

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  4. rai sapuan20 November 2006 at 20:44

    ok y not u gals meet me somewhere in dec..hmmm maybe 23,sat at 7.30 pm. venue pat hougang. ok tak? *giggles*

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  5. JusMoi -20 November 2006 at 21:08

    yup ... looking forward to see u ... thanks again ... i really appreciated it ...
    for all u know ... we can be miles apart ... but we sure are able to still communicate and response ... like that *smiles*

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  6. JusMoi -20 November 2006 at 21:11

    if not for u ... i wldn't be hook to this "net" ... but not in a bad way ... in a wonderful way ...
    we built a great frenship from here ... and trust me it's not about to end ...
    the bond we had ... only us knows ... mcm dah fren lama gitu kan ...
    again thank you from the bottom of my heart for hearing my woes ...

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  7. JusMoi -20 November 2006 at 21:13

    awww ... meh *hugssss*

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  8. JusMoi -20 November 2006 at 21:14

    hmmm ... sounds good ... for once si rai has the day, date, time and venue all set for us ...
    amacam nana ... jadi?? confirm?
    me settt!!!! onnzzzz!!!

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  9. rai sapuan20 November 2006 at 21:18

    gosh..im so flattered ah wati...im happy that i can be a help in any way....alhamdullillah, we manage to keep this bond going on even though there a few times im in MIA...hehehee

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  10. rai sapuan20 November 2006 at 21:19

    hahahhaa..yah yah...susah datang ni!! hahahaha...two seats for you wati?

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  11. JusMoi -20 November 2006 at 21:40

    dah semestinya ... can't leave leave home w/o him ... *winks*

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  12. rai sapuan20 November 2006 at 21:54

    hahaa..noted!!

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  13. SweetLikeLemon BitterLikeSugar20 November 2006 at 22:23

    woit, tu dah tentu lah....kan dah suro chop seat dulu...
    wahahaha

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  14. JusMoi -20 November 2006 at 22:29

    nana ... ni kali confirm full attendance ... *lol*

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  15. rai sapuan20 November 2006 at 22:30

    dah chop pong!!!

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  16. SweetLikeLemon BitterLikeSugar20 November 2006 at 23:04

    yeap2...
    hee hee

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  17. ian marsya22 November 2006 at 09:15

    a pleasure darlz ... always ...
    *big hug* ... take care babe .. i'm always ard if u need me ... (",)

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  18. JusMoi -22 November 2006 at 21:31

    *big huggssss* tankiu ... really appreciate it ... and i likeeee *big smiles*

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