resolution ....

RESOLUTION ...
which simply means ::
"A course of action determined or decided on" ...
hmmm

Let's ponder ...

each year ... when a new year comes ... people would go ard and ask ... "hey what's ur new year resolution huh??" .... aiyoh ... mcm dah basi gitu kan ...

and each year ... you will definitely come up with a list of things that you want to do in the coming year ... which simply means 'ur course of actions' ... lame!!!

but again ... some people ... and really these are the people i salute ... really take their resolution seriously ... and they made it ... it becomes what they have set it to become ... congrats mate!!!

anyway for me ... entahlah ... makin setahun demi setahun ... lebih teruk dari hari semalam ... nothing seems to come in place for me ... well well ... maybe in an area or two ... but that's like 0.000001% of 365 days ... pathetic ...
so i've decided to make it a death wish instead ... or in a nicer terminology ... a will ... hahahah
maybe that will stay for life ... yeah!!!

btw ... these are my 2 years goals / resolution that i've set for myself ...
let's see where am i at now ... hmmmm

Y2004 GOALS!!1. to exercise :: konon nak lose weight lah but same je ... hmmm 2. learn to swim :: tak pandai2 ... 3. shop / pamper myself once a mth :: tak kesampaian ... dun remember buying myself anything this year ... not even a birthday gift ... pathetic!!4. bought new pc :: yup this is done this year ... paid by dad ... got to pay him back daaaa ... 5. save for UK trip :: gone for my UK trip (terpaksa nya) but it's all worthwhile ... and now suffering from the after effect ... arghhhh 6. settle all debts :: tak habis2 ... arghhhh 7. learn to drive :: learn dah ... pass nya lum ... sangkut setgh jln. At least i've passed my FTT this year ... next to book for my TP then can go for lesson ... yippeee!!!8. learn to ride :: nanti dulu ah ... once i've done w/ driving9. buy asset; car? House? :: huh!!!!??? angan2 je lebih ... lum ade rezeki ... insyaAllah in the next 1-3 years time ... target ... 10. cut hair every mth :: trying ... or at least 2-3 months once ... trim je ... cheap2 $10 ... hahahah11. more comm or better job w/ much much better paid … and not underpaid! :: hahahah ... more comm ... fat chance!! kurang lagi ade ... looking out for new job so that i will not be underpaid ... cukup lah terseksa for the past 9 years ... waduh!!!

Y2005 GOALS!!!1. start savings :: sigh!!! 2. go for holiday; :: yup did went to kl (twice i tink), fraser hill (first time) ... nak gi bkk tak kesampaian ... sigh!! 3. should we go wireless at home :: still considering ... got mac notebook kat umah ni ade good and bad nya ... still considering ... 5. gi dentist :: yeah!! went dentist early this year ... dah lama benar tak gi ... heheheh felt good dehhh ...6. tried yoga :: kelakar ... first time tried yoga ... trial class. gerek tapi nya ... kalo ade rezeki i'll take up the class ah ...7. finally completed my course ... phew!! no more sleepless nites, but redbull still my companion ... now concoct it with orange juice ... power!!!

looking back to the goals that i've set for myself the last 2 years, tak yah lah nak set another goals for 2006. i better complete those outstanding goals ... highlighted in purple ... only then my life can go on ... sigh!!

till then ... let me tink of a death will