emo fever ...

1. my menses is a killer ... since first puasa till today i've yet to fast. masa 1st puasa tu ingat dah abis ... cos my last menses was week of 11 aug. then gi tg pinang on 16 aug tu i'm clean. abih dah nk puasa dia kluar sikit2 ... then dah brapa ari ni ingat dah bis ... kluarrrrr agiiiiii. perut pn cam segugut2 but very mild ah. Dunno what's wrong with me.
2. then d pn mcm buat hal. dah brapa ari ni asyik lik lambat from work. usually no matter how late he will ask me to wait. but then ni he ask me ... cam ne?? of course la i said i go back on my own. then when i suggested i wait ... he said tk tahu tau kul brapa lik. tk pelik tu? mcm 1 alasan gitu. i went back on my own last fri 5 sep, semlm 9 sep and today 10 sep. then he's been like send me home then he head home. tk ckp penat or watever but jus lik. kalo dulu nk suruh lik mcm susah. ni suka lak nk lik umah. like mon 8 sep tu when he was with me ... he was sms-ing. katanya rudy yg sms ... but mcm tk stop2 gitu. arghhhhh!!! "d jgn mcm2 eh!!!"
3. the wedding??!!! i've been planning the wedding all these while ... even to some extent d was surprise that i had this and that ... it's been a week since i last update abt the wedding preps. that's bcos we more or less dah settle till the thing abt the card. I've told d abt it and he is suppose to check with his mum ... tk check2 ... dia tk kol2 ... like his not bothered gitu!!! but he is bothered that his samurai skirt lum naik la ... he is bothered that his kain lum naik la ... crap kan tu!!!! fine!! so i decide to kol the mum ... and she said she rather have the card separate. also she said that she might not attend the wedding whole day. sigh!!! i told d and of course he is unhappy abt it. anak mane yg tk nk mak nya attend his wedding. and we want her to be ard the whole day not jus have a day. we know she is not comfortable, and he health does not seems to permit her to sit or stand to long ... but we can tink of something ... i suggested to d to talk to the mum and wat do u tink ... i KENA arrow by him to talk to kak ti ... laaaaa!!!!! i'm letting it rest for now ... malas nk ckp pasal wedding agi. till lepas raya la ... if i'm in the mood again.

MOOD: Infuriated!!!