tak bole angkat!!!!!!!!!!

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lebih baik mati eh dari idup?? well ... urusan kubur kita sendiri yg tanggung pe ... tak susah kan org kan?? tak de siape yg tau melainkan kita dan Dia ... siape agi tau ... kita nangis ke? sakit ke? itu semua urusan sendiri ... pandai2 lah jawab ...

bukannya kita tak trima kalo nak di ngomel ... tapi kalo citernya sama je ... pagi ptg siang mlm ... ari ni ... esok ... sebln kendian ... sethn kendian ... sama je ... tak bosan ke?? bosan kan tu?!!!!

mungkin sebab i never learn? don't i?
"tak serik2" ... "asal lah bodoh sangat" ... "tu ah percaya kan orang sgt" ... "sayang konon" ... "mana otak nya pun tak tau lah" ... "baik sgt" ... "ni lah tak fikir" ... "org kalo tak tau susah" ... "tak penat ke" ... "tak kan tak abis2" ... ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

i had enough ah ... pls dun drive me up the wall and make me do things that i'll regret for life ... i know that life would be beautiful w/o me ... tak susah kan org ... tak risau kan org ... i dun ask to be brought into this cruel world ... but i'm here ... dah di catit ... and i thank u my parents who brought me to this world ... and trust me till the day my body went back to earth ... i can never ever repay you guys enough ... NEVER!!!

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  1. maestro .4 August 2006 at 02:03

    :: erm... awak angry ehhh? erm... urh... MENGUCAP BUK MENGUCAP!!! ::

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  2. XXXX YYYY4 August 2006 at 02:17

    Aiseh....nape nie? Bawak bertenang sis....

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  3. JusMoi -4 August 2006 at 02:37

    marah? yes ... sedih? pun yes ... geram? pun yes ... kecewa? pun yes ... bak kata org tu ape2 negative emo tu semua yes ah ...
    tak terlebih mengucap ni ... se sabar2 nya umat tu kan ... pun ade tahap nya ...
    baik mati dari idup ... sighhhhh!!! tak susah kan org ... kan? kan? kan?

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  4. JusMoi -4 August 2006 at 02:42

    too much happenings ... kekadang tak tau mane silap me? baik sangat pun salah ... buat jahat pun salah ... sayang pun salah ... benci pun salah ...
    sigh!!! bak kata org tu kan ... ia umpama ... "ade jln ... ade road ... kiri ... kanan ... depan ... blakang ... atas ... bawah ..." mane satu eh??
    pendek kan citer ... i guess i never learn ... never ... or maybe i just refuse to learn ... hmmm ...

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