down down down ...


a depressing monday ... tried as much to put on a smile ... but kind of force myself to ...
so i decided to call it a day ...

3 months have past ... begitu cepat masa berlalu ...
i'm gonna miss the great people i get acquianted with ... "u guys are awesome ... lunch has nvr been the same without all of u ... Yann Bin, Shawn, Michael, Yaoshi" ...
my heartfelt thanks to a great boss i knew for just a short while, Ting ... "...You're a great man ... a great boss among all other bosses there ... you'll be miss ..." he is next to TK my former boss that i adore ...

so ... wat's next? i'm lost ... totally lost right now ... god knows ... *tinking ... mane nak raya ... mane nak settle bill ... arghhhhh* *depress mode onnnzzzz*

and without fail ... he's there ... surprise me while i'm having my lunch w/ my colleagues ...
and came again to send me off making sure i'm safe deposited where i shld be ...
"thank you d ..."

PS: time for some sinful moments to savour Dani's cake ... "Happy Birthday Dani syg ..."

Comments

  1. You feeling a little depress only because you didn't get enough sleep. Semalam tidur pukul berapa dah? I'm feeling a little lethargic, need some caffeine.

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  2. babe .. u decided? have u tot it over carefully? give me a ring lah .. we'll meet and talk .. how? let me know ok .. love u lots .. i'm here for you ..

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  3. hey babe .. u decided? tot over it carefully? give me a buzz lah .. u've been quiet since yesterday ..

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  4. i'm left w/ no choice ... yup i'm leaving.

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  5. my youngest nephew ... he turns 2 today.

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  6. i tot so too ... but i tink it's more than just tat ... i'm lost ... totally lost ...
    i anticipate this day ... but again god knows what i'll do next ... shitty kan tu??

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  7. i've no choice babe ... i doubt another mth will make any difference ... tat's the furthest he can extend ...
    my boss a good man ... i'm proud to have known him ...
    if i have other plans to move within the company ... he is open to the idea ...
    and if i were to go into sales ... the cycle repeats itself again ... it's more depressing ...
    if i go into sales admin ... god forbid i dun wish to work under that finance guy ... so rimassss ...

    i called u today @the office but you weren't in ... UL ...
    my office nya internet down tadi ... can't email ... can't write blog ...

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  8. WHy do you feel so lost? I'm here. Things gonna be fine. Believe it.

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  9. cos since i'm 12 ... i have never stop working ... ni dah tua2 ni when you have more responsibilities = more utang = more bills ... suddenly tak de keja ... ouchhhhh!!!! tat's a hard bumpppp ...

    i want to believe things would be fine ... but a part of me just dun tink so ...
    *dlm diri ni mcm berperang gitu ... i'm exhausted* ::(

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  10. cos since i'm 12 ... i have never stop working ... ni dah tua2 ni when you have more responsibilities = more utang = more bills ... suddenly tak de keja ... ouchhhhh!!!! tat's a hard bumpppp ...

    i want to believe things would be fine ... but a part of me just dun tink so ...
    *dlm diri ni mcm berperang gitu ... i'm exhausted* ::(
    *wati hugg dila*

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  11. so you are out of job again? Are you on job hunting again? I guess nothing is permanent. That's ok darl, keep going ok. DOn't look back cause it just gonna slow you down. With the financial thingy you have to put it aside now. Get a job first. Take one at a time alright. There is nothing worst then being drained out from all these, so you gotta really pull yourself together and walk ahead. *hugz*

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  12. am trying hard ... hope it doesn't slip away ... "ya allah ... kuat kan lah iman ku ni ... amin!!"

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  13. wati..wat do u mean u have no choice? isn't life is all about making choices..be it a good one or a bad one?

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  14. in this instance ... it's not much of a choice i can make ... hence the choice is to quit ...
    good? bad? i dunno ... but it sure left me so lost ...

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  15. nah ambik map ni..jadi tak lost..hehehe...

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  16. "driver nya mane??" ... "ishhhhh ... dia moonlighting dahhhh ..." *smiles*

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