rough hurtful start ...

today is a start of a new work life ... after leaving a 10-year too-comfort-zone ... stepping into a 3-mths of equally no-life-zone ... i step into a new territory-though-temp-post where i'm happy for the past 6-months ... renewed the 2nd 6-months but it was put to a sudden stop exactly on it's 2nd mth ...
heeding my boss advice .. off i took a week break without stressing myself on looking hard for another job ... alhamdulilah dah rezki i got a permanent post effective of today.
but it sure doesn't come cheap ... in a small office with huge politic ... i became the dart board for the day or maybe mths ... i am the-victim-in-my-termination ... i am also the-accuse-of-their-fren-termination ... sigh!!!
for the first time in a long time ... i am stress, upset and angry ... but biarlah org buat kita jgn kita buat org ... kadang2 tk dia tk kita kan? ... so best thing to do ... buat bodoh je 
Ian pinjam eh kata2 gerek ni ... ter-celik jap after reading tis ... I've abstracted and re-phrase some of his words for my own feed ...
"...setiap kekata yg di-lafazkan tidak akan menggoyahkan kita, malah lebih merosakkan harga diri mereka sendiri. Kita jgn lemah dgn setiap cacian tu, mereka lah yg sebenarnya dlm keadaan lemah setiap kali melihat kita success. Apa pun yg telah dikatakan kepada teman2 mereka, kita tak perlu nak menegakkan benang yg dibasahi oleh mereka sendiri. Sifat benci dan dendam mereka itu telah meletakkan mereka ke paras yg amat tinggi. Mereka merasakan yg mereka tu unggul dan rasa bangga kerana mendapat orang2 dibelakangnya. Yang mendengar katanya, yg meng-iakan akan tiap katanya. Kita kasihanilah orang orang yg tidak tahu dan tidak sedar akan keadaan mereka yg dah diperlakukan. Rasa banggalah bahawa kita tidak termasuk dalam golongan itu semua..."
"Rabbi najjinie minal qaumidthaalimien"
Ya Tuhan! Selamatkan lah aku dari orang-orang yang aniaya

Comments

  1. yup. agree sis.
    biarkan aje. sabar.
    innallaha maas sobirin (sesungguhnya Allah bersama org2 yg sabar)
    jadi tabah k. biler penat stop la tu.
    biler truth reveal, insyaAllah even better. hehe..
    so.. be strong and terusan strong.
    sabar k. *winks*

    -z

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  2. Sabar je la... it'll pass soon wen they know their mistaken. Tak jadi kawan ngan org tu macam pun tak mati... Anyway get ready 4 Tonite!!! Yeah!!!

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  3. thks sis ... i will insyaAllah ...
    alhamdulilah ... past 2 days ni tk de kerenah from her ... cos i try to avoid contact as much as possible ... in any case mane tau perang tk sudah lak ... hehehehe

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  4. thks bro ... mmg tk rugi pun tk kawan ngan dia ... tk kaya raya pun ... kita pun tk pape pe ... insyaAllah ...

    yeah!!! dah ready dahh ... tinggal tunggu kick off je ... hehehehe

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  5. tsk tsk ... nak kena smackadoodle ni org sumer tau!!! ... who bully my moi moi i langgar them wif lori liverpool gangster tau!!!! ... (",)

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  6. smack sama dia ian ... jgn tk smack ... errrr ... langgar ngan subaru leh?? *giggles*
    biar kasi muka dia retak beribu2 ... then dah tk de muka nk buang2 agi ... *lol*

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  7. hey there sis!! how r u??
    sepi je.. mish u, u know!!
    hmm.. selalu u're the 1st to reply my blog..
    hehe...
    busy eh?

    take care tau!

    -z

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