Agi 6 ari ...

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6 more days to our wedding. ari ni confirm ngan ain - https://www.facebook.com/HennaMePretty?fref=nf to come to my place for henna lepas maghrib on sat 27dec08.


last sat we quarrel ... ntah not sure what spark d ... but he is jus so angry. i guess mane dia panas ... mane dia berlengas ... mane dia penat ... all in 1 ... dah tk de siape dia nk meradangkan ... nasib ler kita yg kena. i shldn't tegur actually ... but i did la ... and it started with the towel ... DAMN!!! i was so hurt by d's words ... he says i only think of myself, i DO NOTHING when he is being chase out of my house, me and my sis sama je ... am i really thinking of myself and not him? yes i do nothing to stop the situation or fight for him, but i'll be making things worst kan ... kalo tk fikirkan mak ... who ask me to keep quiet ... i think i wld have stand up for him ... and for myself ... but tgk muka mak ... i'll just keep myself quiet and shut myself in my room after that ... sigh!!! I HATE THIS!!!! I HATE IT when i cry and cry and cry ...
but we still head to umah abg sani ... tlg2 kakak sikit kat dapur ... we slept over. d with me ok ok la tat nite. the next day kita gi bola from abg sani's house. 7 a-side at IMH soccer field. we lost. another DAMN! and d once again is back to his normal self ... the loving d i know ... hmmm

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