what's the problem with me? ...

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asyik asyik kena marah ... padan nah ke muka aku ni kena marah je?
or maybe it's just the part where "common ground not found" ... soyal kan tu ...
sigh!! tak tau nak cakap ape ngan kau lagi Ti ... what is wrong with you?? (talking to myself lah ni ... )

kadang2 perkara yg me ingat remeh ... not to others ...
kadang2 perkara yg me ingat tak salah ... not to others ...
kadang2 perkara small to me ... but not to others ...
do i take things for granted? or is this the part where i'm trying too hard? ...
or maybe the part where my 'boh chap' attitude rules ...

i am one who live life simple ... tak nak stress stress ...
penat ah nak argue2 ...
u just need to tell me i'm wrong ... (ouch!!! tat hurts ... but hey dun bother abt me ... i'll heal ... just give me 5 secs) ... and if u have the solution, the workaround ... SPELL it out to me ...
else i'll learn on my own ... but no guarantee that i won't do the same mistakes ... cos honestly i'm a slow learner ... when it comes to my mistakes ... my fault lah ...
'pencuri mane nak ngaku salah kan' ... 'princess mane nak kata dia hodoh kan' ...
same lah in my case ni ... but i'll learn eventually ... only it takes time ... a long time possibly ... too long for one to have patience for ...

tell tat to my good frens ... they know me ...
kalo tak dok kan me kat "library" tu ... kat "fountain" tu ... to slow talk ... tak jln nya ...
bab tu sampai today pun leh ingat ...

so please ... help me ... to help you ...
if i make a mistake ... a grave mistake that u dun like ... or hate ... or dun fancy ...
said it right SMACK in my face ...
tell me what u rather me do ... treat me like a child ...
and i'll learn ... else i never will ... trust me ... cos i'm just one who frees myself from such thing ... will never learn till u carve it on my brain ...

sigh!! i'm such a brick wall am i?? it's just me ... sigh!

Comments

  1. Jane Doe24 July 2006 at 00:19

    oh dear, you are not a brick wall. the only wall exist in your life is the wall between us. Mana si Wati nie??? hmmm.....next year perhaps?

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  2. maestro .24 July 2006 at 03:41

    :: nice wall pic.. ok sorry... *zip* ::

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  3. JusMoi -25 July 2006 at 06:06

    perhaps ... *smiles*

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  4. JusMoi -25 July 2006 at 06:07

    "stolen" pics are always nice aren't there ... *zip*

    ReplyDelete

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