wasiat ku ...

ye lah semua org nak kena ade wasiat kan ... ade harta ke tak de ... at least i'm sure kita ni ade tinggal kan sesuatu yang hak milik kita kan? ... same goes with me ... ade lah harta benda sikit tu yg me rasa me should bagi2 kan ...

here goes ...
kepada teman2 in multiply seperti rai and dila ... me hadiah kan my hardrock bear collection ... pick all or any 1 ... my love for hardrock bears is a just like a token of my love to both of you my cyber buddies ...

kepada teman akrab ku, salina, zalinah dan sabrena serta keluarga ... ade some new books that i got from readers digest tak terbaca, tak terbukak ... masih di kotak and all that ... read it, keep it for reading pleasure ... to add to your library ...
kita bermula berkawan tatkala kita menimba ilmu ... buku adelah sumber juice2 untuk minda ku ... ku hadiahkan buat kamu semua ...

kepada faridah my confidante ... books has connect our interest together. someone who goes to the library with me most of the times. and not forgetting our love for toiletries ... ape yg ade lu ambik lah ... maybe just leave the perfumes for my sis ida ... she uses them ...

duit yg ade cuma CPF je ... dlm bank tak tahu pulak brapa ade ... gi lah check ngan zila kalau ade $$ terselit kat insurance ke ... yg leh kluar kan ...
ayah tolong bagi2 lah kepada semua dgn adil ...
sebesar bahagian buat mak ngan ayah ...
tak lupa buat anak2 Ti yg lapan2 tu ... also to my kakak2, adik, abg2 ipar, adik ipar ...
tak lupa jugak buat nenek ngan nenek long tau ...

harta2 lain tu ... buang je lah ...
baju2 tu ... ida, kau ambik lah mane yg kau leh pakai ... same goes w/ my shoes and bags
kalo tak derma kan je gi batam ke, thailand ke ...
yg buku2 leh jual ke kat 2nd hand bookstore ... sure dia ambik nya ... those study books also ...

jgn lupa tolong bilang kan abid k that i leave before him ... kirim salam dia.
email je kat dia ... ask faridah to help email to him ...

babe, lu tolong gua close all my accounts k ... friendster lah, website gua yg jusmoi.netfirms.com, multiply especially, email accounts yahoo ngan hotmail, jobsdb, ...

ayah, hutang2 wati yg dgn bank tu ti rasa clear ah ... takkan diorang nak claim dari org yg dah tak de kan? just check ngan diaorang lah k ... amex, dbs, standard chartered, citibank, UOB, singtel (ni phone fendi tau), singnet (ni singnet account lama ... adik shld know, the dialup acct), M1 (phone bill), Starhub (phone bill ngan internet cable bill tu), courts

yg hutang2 ngan org ... bayarkan lah k ... awi 6K, zalinah 100, salina 150, sharon 100, kwee lee 150, adik 105, erica 60, ta ming ngan karen 2k, kak yu 50 ... kalo ade yg tak tersebut tu ... yg wati utang tolong langsai kan k ... dgn duit ti yg ade tu ... seblom di bahagi2 kan ... melainkan kalo dihalalkan then slamat lah ...

buat semua ... slamat menjalani liku2 hidup ni yang penuh dgn cabaran setiap langkah yg kita ambil ... kepada mereka yg menyayangi diri ni ... kamu tahu kamu siape ... terima kasih kerna menyayangi diri ini yg serba kekurangan ... kalo ade tersilap kata serta perbuatan maaf kan me dan halalkan segala yg termakan terminum ...
kepada mereka yg menjadi inspirasi hidup me, dgr leteran me, keluhan me ... terima kasih ... kalian tahu kalian siape ... tanpa kalian me rasa dah lama dah me end my life ...
kepada mereka yg me berhutang ... maaf jika me ni menyusahkan kalian ... dan me harap seperginya me ni, biarlah langsai semua hutang piutang dgn kalian ye ... biar roh ni leh happy ... tenang tak stress pikir kan utang ... tak kan nak suruh u all bakar duit lak kan?? ... heheheheh
kepada keluarga tersayang ... maafkan wati sekiranya selama ini wati ni degil, susah kan ati kalian, kecik kan ati kalian, terguris kan ati kalian, yg terpakai $ tu ... make sure ape yang ade tu terbayar k ... kalo tak jual je harta benda ti tu insyaAllah ade $$ nya ... like my watches, phone ... try jual kat yahoo auction mesti ade hasil nya ... yg termakan, terminum halal kan k ... anak2 kalo bibik terpukul, tertengking, termarah ... tu namanya bibik syg ... bukan benci ... sorry k ... dun miss me tau ...
mak ayah ... anak mak ni notty ... sorry k ... dun miss me ... yg lain tu ade ... tak kan rasa janggal tanpa wati ... imagine je ti gi makan angin kat london ke ... *smiles*

babe ... thanks for everything. you knew everything abt me ... i've bear it all. keep it with you ... bring it to your grave k ... just like i brought urs to mine. dun miss me ... have a blissful life ... bear beautiful children ... just dun forget to intro them to me ... love you and misses you always.

sazareda ... thanks for being there always ... u guys have always been my pillar no matter how distance we have become ... maafkan me if i offended u guys in the course of our friendship ... it has never been my intention. love you guys always.

ady ... thanks for everything ... the tears i shed for you, the pain i bear for you ... it's all for you. loving you so much that it hurts ... but god knows if you love me the same. yes or no, i'll never know ... you will sure to find someone better than me ... in looks, in all matters ... cause i know u've found them even when we are together. my love to your sis and mum ... for giving me the additional love of a mom and sis ... i'm fortunate aren't i? ... my wish ... give your love to the one who loves u ... more than you've given to me ... thank you from the bottom of my heart ... with tears of joy in my eyes ...