payah ...

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yang di depan mata ... kita tak nak ... tolak jauh2 ... atau kadang just tak nampak gitu ... buta kan ati ... buta kan mata ... padahal yg kat depan mata tatang kita mcm minyak penuh ...

tapi ... yg susah dapat tu ... yg kita kejar2 kan ... yg kita seboleh2 nak ... mati-matian nak ... sanggup tahan sakit ... air mata berdarah sekali pun kita tetap nak dia ... sanggup gitu kan ...


kenapa eh?? payah lah mcm ni ...
now i know why ... biler si adam dan hawa di larang makan buah tu ... dia tetap mkn jugak ... mcm ni ah ... ishhh isshhh ishhh ...

Comments

  1. XXXX YYYY25 April 2006 at 20:29

    matters of the heart ni kadang cam gitu...

    sembahyang istiharah..insya-Allah an answer will be given to u...and when the answer is given, even wen u tot u used not to like the other one, ur heart will be open..try it...

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  2. JusMoi -26 April 2006 at 19:08

    nvr tried ... cos me tak brapa yakin gitu ... mungkin tak brani nak face the consequences or the answer ...

    mcm nak lari jauh2 gitu ...

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  3. XXXX YYYY26 April 2006 at 19:12

    i tink i know wat u mean, dulu i nak buat istiharah pon i takot..bukan tak yakin tapi takot..takot to face the consequences..

    but apa yg ditulis pada kita, kita takkan tau...ur answers that u have been looking for will be answered with this prayer...insya-Allah...

    psst, kalo nak lari, lari ngan i ah...i nak kuruskan badan ah..ehhehe...*joking*

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  4. XXXX YYYY26 April 2006 at 22:24

    wow.. big step.. big decisions.. a lifetime error or eternal bliss..

    its always great to fall in love but for me i think its best to be loved than to love..
    think abt it...

    what if the one u love doesnt love u like u love him?
    so isnt it best that he loves u with all his heart, till death do u part while in return, u learn to love him each and every day..

    because u know he accepts you despite all your faults because he loves u that much.. and best thing of all is that u'll be assured, that at the end of the day, there's no risk of getting dumped..

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  5. JusMoi -7 May 2006 at 07:21

    whoa sista ... u sure are damn rite abt it ...
    most of the time the one whom u love so much doesn't love u the same ...
    and i agree ... that as the day goes by we tend to learn to love the other person who loves us so much despite our shortcomings ...

    still ... it's a big decision to make.
    someone is going to get hurt no matter what the outcome is ...
    question is who?

    payah!!

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  6. JusMoi -7 May 2006 at 07:22

    tak leh ah ... nanti org kata me pandai2 je bawak lari tunang org ... heheheh

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  7. XXXX YYYY7 May 2006 at 22:22

    hehehe...dear, i have include u in my dinner list..datang k...

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  8. JusMoi -8 May 2006 at 18:44

    ala la la ... thanks dear ... i'm honoured to be invited.
    insyaallah ... panjang umur dtg lah saya ...

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  9. XXXX YYYY8 May 2006 at 19:36

    yeay yeay..at long last dapat jumpa jugek kita dua kan...hehehe

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  10. Z _01 ....21 May 2006 at 08:26

    about your journal, tu laa sifat manusia semula jadi..
    macam... tak hargai yang ada di depan mata.
    bila hilang baru mencari atau dikesali.
    - Z

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  11. XXXX YYYY24 May 2006 at 21:18

    alo Bridget, where are you?

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  12. JusMoi -25 May 2006 at 04:49

    still ard ... just had an 'empty brain' ... plenty to say ... but can't susun the words to have it entered ...

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  13. JusMoi -25 May 2006 at 04:50

    sad case isn't it??? sigh!!

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  14. XXXX YYYY25 May 2006 at 05:53

    Tak payah susun...just vomit it all out and let us feast on it...hehhehehe

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