JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

yang di depan mata ... kita tak nak ... tolak jauh2 ... atau kadang just tak nampak gitu ... buta kan ati ... buta kan mata ... padahal yg kat depan mata tatang kita mcm minyak penuh ... tapi ... yg susah dapat tu ... yg kita kejar2 kan ... yg kita seboleh2 nak ... mati-matian nak ... sanggup tahan sakit ... air mata berdarah sekali pun kita tetap nak dia ... sanggup gitu kan ... kenapa eh?? payah lah mcm ni ... now i know why ... biler si adam dan hawa di larang makan buah tu ... dia tetap mkn jugak ... mcm ni ah ... ishhh isshhh ishhh ...

ye lah semua org nak kena ade wasiat kan ... ade harta ke tak de ... at least i'm sure kita ni ade tinggal kan sesuatu yang hak milik kita kan? ... same goes with me ... ade lah harta benda sikit tu yg me rasa me should bagi2 kan ... here goes ... kepada teman2 in multiply seperti rai and dila ... me hadiah kan my hardrock bear collection ... pick all or any 1 ... my love for hardrock bears is a just like a token of my love to both of you my cyber buddies ... kepada teman akrab ku, salina, zalinah dan sabrena serta keluarga ... ade some new books that i got from readers digest tak terbaca, tak terbukak ... masih di kotak and all that ... read it, keep it for reading pleasure ... to add to your library ... kita bermula berkawan tatkala kita menimba ilmu ... buku adelah sumber juice2 untuk minda ku ... ku hadiahkan buat kamu semua ... kepada faridah my confidante ... books has connect our interest together. someone who goes to the library with me most of the times. and not forgetting...

when someone cry for you .. wat exactly does that mean? but what if you just dun feel it ... are you just being mean? or just being heartless? you're not the first that cry for me ... nor i hope you're the last ... cos (1)i dun expect some1 to cry for me as i'm not dead yet (2)why shed the tears? i'm not worth it to shed those precious tears for (3)u'll find some1 much better than i am someday ... trust me ... PS: dah lah tu ... jgn nangis ... it's all not worth while to shed the tears for me ... but anyway how often does one cry for me ... hmmmm cherish while it last ...

nah ... i don't blame u for me not yet married ... but one thing i do blame u is for making me such a very very patient person ... patient without limits ... having lots of patients is good ... having too much of it ... it's a killer ... killer to the extend that sometimes u just wish you're dead ... just want to kill urself ... make urself vanish from the world ... why eh?? it's painful ... being patient about things that it just drives u crazy ... but i can't change that ... cos it's me ... a personality built becos of what happen ... it does makes me a stronger person ... but also it makes me a person with limitless patient ... so tolerable over all things ...