Why?? ...

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Why does it seems that your patience towards me seems so thin?
Why does it seems that i always seems to piss you off? ... or you get piss easily??
Why does it seems more apparent nowadays?
Maybe cos it's fasting month?
Maybe cos you just lost patience for me?
Maybe i screw up your life?

Why does it seems that whatever i do just seems wrong?
Why those crude, harsh words? Is it really necessary?
Why does it seems that you are testing my loyalty, my patience?
Why do you want to piss me off when you end up being pissed? hahaha ...
Maybe you realise that this is all wrong? ... that we are wrong for each other?
Maybe you've done reflecting ... and realise that this whole thing is just getting more complicated? ... your status said "it's complicated" ... rite??
Maybe i am not the one ... i just happen to get caught in the cobweb ...

You choose to be with someone else other than me on your special day ...
Does that bothers me?
Maybe a little ... and it tells me that i am the last person you ever want to be with ...
Am i making assumption?
YES I AM ...
why??
cos you never want to talk things out ...
what else can i say ... a special day without that special one?
You dun even want to say where the party is ... who are invited ... you said "Don't ask!"
But ironic ... sometimes you assume i will know where you've been ...
when ask ... you'll answer ... "What a stupid question??!!"
so can't blame me for making assumptions can you?
cos you are assuming i will know where you've been ...

I'm sorry if i'm not what you're been dreaming for ...
but still is it ok to flirt? ...
what does flirt means? ...
isn't it a thin line between scandal? ...

what is love? ...
i bet everyone has their own version ... let's hear it ...

Comments

  1. XXXX YYYY27 October 2005 at 17:30

    patience yah dear..

    *hugz tight-tight*

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  2. Dada Meowster27 October 2005 at 20:18

    hey babe .. i've given you my 2 cents worth .. do ponder about it .. i'm tellin you all this cos i love you lots and don't wish to see you inflicit more hurt .. enough is enough ..

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  3. JusMoi -27 October 2005 at 23:02

    Thanks for the hug ... *hug back*
    patience is all i have dear ... insyaallah ...
    i'm seeking some light ... hope i get to see it ...

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  4. JusMoi -27 October 2005 at 23:05

    Thanks babe ... love you too ... needless to say ...
    hopefully i will not come to a point when i say i dun feel hurt anymore ... i tink that's it ... i'll consider ... give me time ...

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