The truth ALWAYS hurts ...

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If I'm a hindrance ... please tell me ...
If i'm the cause of your unhappiness ... please tell me ...
If i'm just a waste of your time and effort ... please tell me ...
If i'm just not worth to be with ... please tell me ...
If i'm a shame to you ... please tell me ...

Ya ... the truth does hurt ... but honestly is still the best policy in life ...
Why do you choose to keep things from me? ...
Am i such an unreasonable person? ...
Am i someone who can't accept the fact? ...
Am i someone whom you don't trust with the fact? ...
Am i someone not important to you ... that you chose to keep things from me? ...
Maybe you don't love me ... Well you never said it? ...
Maybe i'm just not worth your love? ... But do you love me in the first place? ...
Maybe i'm just too naggy for you? ... But did i nag? ...
Maybe i'm just a pit-stop? ...

I'm tired ... to fight with other beauties ... cos i'm just an old nag ...
If you are much happier being with someone else ... than an old nag like me ...
I consent ...
If you want to be with someone else ... than be with an old nag like me ...
I understand ...
All i want is the truth ... honesty of all honesty ...
Is that too much to ask ...

I don't think so ... all i wish is for you to be happy no matter what it takes ...
even if that means letting you go ...

Comments

  1. XXXX YYYY22 July 2005 at 03:23

    dear, really...i wish i can help you..u have been in this for quite some time. I know how it feels. people may see that we are pathetic in love but the fact is we are in love and what they don't know is that we are fighting for our rights..

    I would prefer the truth to ignorance. It just hurts when you found out yourself. I hated that feeling. Phobia ah...

    Take care k...believe in Him and everything will fall to its place. Time will tell and heal everything.

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  2. JusMoi -22 July 2005 at 21:18

    up to today ... i dun know what's the truth ...
    to assume means not trusting ...
    dun assume ... means trust his words for it ...
    when he says 'No' means 'No' and when he says 'Yes' means 'Yes' ...

    i pray i see the light before the end of the tunnel ... that's all ...

    thanks for being there ... really appreciate it dear ...

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