JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

It’s Friday 2Dec. My last chemo on Tues 29Nov. That means my 3rd day and usually the worst of the days. Indeed.  Doze off woke up from 10-ish to 5am.  That’s how i spend my 47th birthday at the strike of 12; which i wasn’t awake. Woke up abt 2-ish and replied to Yam and Tam bday wish at grp chat.  Followed by D’s wish at grp chat.  Then my siblings at the family chat grp. My sil juli and fidah.  Last abg wan at the grp chat too.  Ytdy evening bought myself 0.8g gold loop earring for $116. Happy Birthday to me.  A birthday + bonus gift for me lah. U deserve it the least after 5-mths battling with chemo side effects. Plus his infidelity again. And not wanting to sleep in the room. 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ It’s 11.04am now. Let’s see if there’s anything else happening today. Else it’s just another day.  Sabar je lah ape pn yg mendatang Senyum Allah ade

 Wrote this on 1 Jan 2022 but only now then I manage to enter it here.  😂😂😂 Set my home office in supposedly Elly’s room. Still sore with Elly’s return to her birth parents and along with that gone are my dream of having a child I could fuss with. Pasted Seekers logo on our car 1st mammogram done … uncomfortable but glad the results are all good. Alhamdulilah. Change of boss; male boss to a female boss; Vincent to Angela. Good thing is they are no way near. Previously in Penang, Malaysia and now 12Hrs difference, Angela in Long Island and me here in Singapore. D end his work at Ley Choon in Feb. Extract sample from a lump found on the junction of my usus. But all is ok. My 3rd HL. 1st HL on 7 Oct to take sample of my uterus wall. 2nd major one on 10 Dec, a difficult but necessary decision to remove my uterus. I stop having menses. But my 2 ovaries remain. Hence I am still having hormones and still able to feel slight menses cramps. Aggressively start to try all sorts of meds to los