the big one ...
If it's love then why dun i feel it so ...
if it's anger ... u've no right to say such hurtful words ...
if it's respect ... i'm not getting it ...
why is it always my fault? cos i'm not a perfectionist like you ...
words i said are misinterpreted ...
your action are hurtful ...
your words are double hurtful ...
your attitude are triple hurtful ...
why am i always the hurt one?
and i always end up being blame ...
i hurt you didn't i d?
did i hurt you so much that you have to hurt me triple times?
"aku" ... "kau" ... "sendiri" ..."tgk muka kau sakit kan ati" ... "tk balik" ... "kau tk suka sudah" ... "kalo tk tahan kau nya pasal" ...
it's not even a year of marriage ...
and it's all about money ...
the last person d ever want to see in this world is ME ... i bet on my dear life ...
the last person d wants to talk to is ME ... i'm sure of it ...
the last person d care for is ME ... his actions speaks ...
why do i ever exist in your life d? why?
allah bring us together for a reason ...
if it's meant to be this way ... then this will be the way to go ... "hamba redha ya Allah ... redha ... walaupun ati ni sakit ... airmata mengalir satu lautan pun ... bukan nya dia peduli ... he has STOP all he felt abt me the minute he says those nasty words ... he call himself "aku" without a 2nd tot ... and he knew how much i hate it when he said that ..."
thank you for everything d ...
mi accept takdir mi d ... watever yg Allah rancangkan buat kita ... mi redha ... sesungguhnya dunia ni hanya pinjaman semata ...
tp mi bersyukur kerana di pertemukan dengan d dan dlm masa yg singkat d beri kebahgiaan kepada mi ... esp saat d menjadi suami mi yg sah ... maaf kalo mi tk sempurna melaksanakan tugas dan tanggungjawab mi sebagai seorg isteri yg baik ... maafkan mi syg ...
My words to him that triggers him ...
"since botak call d ... d call him back la ask him if we can pay setgh ... tgk cam ne"
he interpret it as ...
"since botak call d ... then d settle sendiri ah ngan botak ... tu d nya problem sorang"
his last word ...
"da nk call kakak ... (his courier pigeon operator)"
and words like sial, buto, kepala otak kau, ... semua tk faham ... kasi balik van ah ... pandai2 diaorg amik ... tk yah keja ... ape nk tau gi mane ... mlm nanti aru balik ah ... buat pe nk jumpa you ... tgk muka you sakit kan ati je ... tk yah keja agi ... semua keja tk buat ... collection tk buat ... dah balik van pun nk collect ape??!!! ..."
if it's anger ... u've no right to say such hurtful words ...
if it's respect ... i'm not getting it ...
why is it always my fault? cos i'm not a perfectionist like you ...
words i said are misinterpreted ...
your action are hurtful ...
your words are double hurtful ...
your attitude are triple hurtful ...
why am i always the hurt one?
and i always end up being blame ...
i hurt you didn't i d?
did i hurt you so much that you have to hurt me triple times?
"aku" ... "kau" ... "sendiri" ..."tgk muka kau sakit kan ati" ... "tk balik" ... "kau tk suka sudah" ... "kalo tk tahan kau nya pasal" ...
it's not even a year of marriage ...
and it's all about money ...
the last person d ever want to see in this world is ME ... i bet on my dear life ...
the last person d wants to talk to is ME ... i'm sure of it ...
the last person d care for is ME ... his actions speaks ...
why do i ever exist in your life d? why?
allah bring us together for a reason ...
if it's meant to be this way ... then this will be the way to go ... "hamba redha ya Allah ... redha ... walaupun ati ni sakit ... airmata mengalir satu lautan pun ... bukan nya dia peduli ... he has STOP all he felt abt me the minute he says those nasty words ... he call himself "aku" without a 2nd tot ... and he knew how much i hate it when he said that ..."
thank you for everything d ...
mi accept takdir mi d ... watever yg Allah rancangkan buat kita ... mi redha ... sesungguhnya dunia ni hanya pinjaman semata ...
tp mi bersyukur kerana di pertemukan dengan d dan dlm masa yg singkat d beri kebahgiaan kepada mi ... esp saat d menjadi suami mi yg sah ... maaf kalo mi tk sempurna melaksanakan tugas dan tanggungjawab mi sebagai seorg isteri yg baik ... maafkan mi syg ...
My words to him that triggers him ...
"since botak call d ... d call him back la ask him if we can pay setgh ... tgk cam ne"
he interpret it as ...
"since botak call d ... then d settle sendiri ah ngan botak ... tu d nya problem sorang"
his last word ...
"da nk call kakak ... (his courier pigeon operator)"
and words like sial, buto, kepala otak kau, ... semua tk faham ... kasi balik van ah ... pandai2 diaorg amik ... tk yah keja ... ape nk tau gi mane ... mlm nanti aru balik ah ... buat pe nk jumpa you ... tgk muka you sakit kan ati je ... tk yah keja agi ... semua keja tk buat ... collection tk buat ... dah balik van pun nk collect ape??!!! ..."
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