i fault ...

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ya my fault ... not once not twice ... repeatedly ... why am i making such stupid mistakes?? sigh!!! i give up on myself!!

. asking stupid questions
. asking unnecessary questions
. probe when i shld not
. probe at the wrong time
. trying to make things better but making it worst
. not helping at all when i shld
. iritate people with such behaviour
. such a pest that people just dun wish to associate with you and rather be left alone

damnnnn ... i'm doommed!!!!! sigh!!!

PS: it's no wonder sometimes i chose to kept quiet than open my bloody foul smelling mouth to speak ... and end up i'm the one who lose out ... ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

WHAT NOW??!!!! aru padan ngan kau labuuuuuu ... nasibbbbb ....

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  1. ian marsya23 March 2007 at 10:57

    well, u asked becoz u wanna noe ... its juz them who dun wanna b put thru all those questions ... then dun tackle them wif dis questions first ... get into their mood ... nothing is unnecessary in dis world moi moi ... for wat we are & wat we deserve, we need some sense of self-satisfaction ... *hugs* ... (",)

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  2. JusMoi -24 March 2007 at 09:14

    when it finally get into the mood ... i wld hav simmer down by then ... i'm one who has this "tk kuasa" attitude ... an attitude i tend to switch to when i really just can't be bothered anymore ...

    when is the right time? no time is ever right ...
    why we ask in the first place? doesn't tat spells concern ... doesn't tat spells I care ...
    but i guess they tink it's "interrogation in progress" ... for goodness sake ... if i dun bother ... i dun care ... i dun love ... i wldn't bother to ask ...

    as such ... from then on ... i chose not to ask anymore questions ... it's hurting like hell ... but i'm enduring it ...

    PS: why not i play a game ... each time i felt like asking a question ... but since i'm not able to ask ... i slash my arm ... how's that sounds?? wakakakakaak ...

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  3. ian marsya24 March 2007 at 10:30

    wld u care if he does the same? ... slashing his wrist every now & then? ... do u tink he'll b closer to u after u do all tt? ...

    yes, they dun seem to act the way we expect them to be most of the time ... but neither do they when they expect us to be in a state they want us too ... if u cant be at his end, or him at ur end, meet in the middle ... get sumting right b4 it goes all wrong ...

    *hugs moi moi tight*

    (",)

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  4. JusMoi -24 March 2007 at 10:40

    *huggsss ian tight tight*

    good point there ... let me digest it ... arghhhhh!!! gerammmmm .... mmmmm

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  5. rai sapuan25 March 2007 at 02:45

    ooh im so agreeing on the above replies..

    wati..sometimes in life..it is not always about our faults je...i truly feel that it is about mutual understanding between each other in a relationship or in anything lah sekiranya involve another party...

    it takes two to make things work..

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  6. Bang Aji Rock25 March 2007 at 10:55

    mistake is mistake... muz learn from it... we'll get better & more confident in future.. keeping quiet only to plz others but doesnt help yrself.. juz move on sis...

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  7. JusMoi -25 March 2007 at 18:49

    thks bro ... i'm moving forward ... walaupun berat rasa kaki ni melangkah ... not sure why ... sigh!! *smiles*

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  8. JusMoi -25 March 2007 at 18:49

    it's painful when it felt like only 1 is doing the clapping while the other just sit in silent ... hmmm ...

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  9. rai sapuan26 March 2007 at 19:30

    kalo dia duk dlm silent..pi pat dia and bring ur hand to clap his hand..baru ada sound kan..*winkz*

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  10. JusMoi -26 March 2007 at 19:48

    maybe i shld do just tat ... will try next time ...

    PS: maybe it's just my insecurity after all? .... hmmm

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  11. rai sapuan26 March 2007 at 19:50

    hmmm..if u wanna know..everyone has their own insecurity..its just either its too much or too less..and it don be surprised tau kadang insecurity yg tolong us to be more cautious in our lives..but then again..too much of anything pon tak bagus jugek...

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  12. JusMoi -26 March 2007 at 21:01

    yup yup agree totally with you ... mesti ade but yet stay moderate else memudaratkan ... i hear you and will be cautious in whatever i do ...

    Thanks Rai!! *muakkksss*

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  13. rai sapuan28 March 2007 at 21:34

    good luck babe...*muacks*

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  14. JusMoi -29 March 2007 at 06:09

    thks dearie ... *hugggssss*

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