JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

each time the phone beeps ... rings ... my heart just ache ... pedih ... sakit ... terguris ... marah ... benci ... all in one ... "kopi pun tak de all in one ... sigh" "mcm mane ni?? ... wat shld i do?? ..." as much as i wanted to ignore ... and believe ... the more i felt something not right ... mcm the more me diam ... makin menjadi2 lak ... setiap ari tak kira masa ... mesti berbunyi ... (kalo tak bunyi tu phone dia off lah tu ...) dah berbunyi ... di layan lak ... walau pun sekejap ... layan jgk kan tu?? ... tu yg me nampak ... yg tak nampak?? ... do i know if he whispers sweet nothings to them?? do i?? "Good morning baby!" ... ni ape ni??!!! ni kata tak de pa pe?? sampai panggil baby2 ... tak pelat kan tu!!! cam ne ni?? how like tat?? shld i just keep quiet? shld i say it out loud ... again!?? dah ckp ... sama je ... "tak de pa pe kan? d tak layan pe? mi pun tau di slalu ngan mi kan?" no doubt lah i love him ... tat's no question ask ...

ape tu huh?? well ... the mood is around anyway ... party2 tak de ahh ... cuma my colleagues clowning ard ... nasib baik tak lunch ngan diaorg ... kalo tak ngan aku2 skali kena 'torture' ngan cekak cute tu ... nasib aku mmg baik ... but my bear tak di-spare .. dari semlm 'berbakul' kan pumpkin ... tapi di-isi ngan sweets ... so swit kan tuuu ...    

Falling in love with this kiddo ... She's so sweet ... so adorable ... misses her so much ... that's Huney ... she's a belgian hare and she's 8mths old ... glad she's adapting well with Smokey ...              

tarikhnya 1 syawal  1427 Hijrah  ... bersamaan ngan 24 Oct 2006. buat pertama kali nya beraya lah *kita bersama ... memakai baju sedondon color je ... not exactly sama tapi same... raya thn ni sederhana ... gi 5 umah ... the nenek-neneks hse je ... and lastly my eldest sis place ...  citer nya continue ke-esokkan ari ... 2 Syawal bersamaan 25 October 2006 ... lepas keja ... tak sempat2 ambik dinner ... we both went to my aunts's and uncle umah ... covering ther west area ... dptlah 4 umah dlm the same nite ... last hse kita depart close to 12am ... from Teban Gardens ... we both are dress in red tone for today ... citer nya continue and this is the finale ... 5 days spent beraya ... 28 October 2006: gi satu umah je ... went to Za's place ... my bestie of 18years ... kol2 the rest tak de kat umah ... stayed at her place till close to 2am ...  got a chance to meet her fren from Australia ... look at the son ... hansem kan? pa'kal me tak de anak d...

 ye lah agi rajin ... tis is wat i've made today ... cornflakes madu and dila's recipe of australian yoyo ... but dila, i didn't make the icing ... tot it's good enough eaten just like tat sprinkling it with rainbows ... guess it's colors day for me today having both sprinkled w/ rainbows ... hehehe ... the verdict: edible ... hahahaha  Updated 23Oct @4am ... Once again time rajin ... or pasal dah janji ngan my mum nak buat for my eldest sis ... yang mana ration cornflakes dia dah abis "anak2 kanak budu kanak sta'in" tu keja kan ... aru done w/ it since i only started making it at 1am ... hehehehe now i'm off to bed ... *dlm pala bernyayi* "sahurrrr ... sahurrrr ... .... sahurrrrr ... sahurrrrr"

first we had Smokey ... found him along east coast road ... he's a mixed Netherland Dwarf ... went to SPCA to adopt another ... so Smokey has a fren ... Emmy (pic above) was booked ... but we're hopeful ... we will only know if she's successfully adopted after raya ... if we get her ... gonna change her name spelt as Emmey ... in the meantime ... we are waiting to bring Huney back after raya ... she's only 8mths old ... and she's a Belgian Hare ... she's definitely gonna be bigger than Smokey ... but she's a beauty .. those pics of her are taken @SPCA ... PS: Huney was formerly known as cupcake ... nahhhh i personally dun fancy that name and we agree to have it change ...

we went to SPCA at 31 Mount Vernon Road with the intention to look out for a fren for smokey ...  yup yup ... we're adopting another rabbit ... Lan falls for Emmy ... but sad to say we are not able to proceed w/ the adoption process cos the councillor insists to have smokey meet emmy before we bring them home ... just afraid they just don't get along ... and end up fighting ... No choice ... we left with a heavy heart ... and pray hard that when we return this weekend, emmy is still not adopted ... amin!

after all these months ... never ever a day when we split doing our own things ... last sat was the first ... u left me w/ my frens ... head to 'lepaskan your gian' ... asal eh?? tak pernah2 ... we can do it after the ice-cream treat can't we? but u chose to leave me ... and head off ... is thr something u're hiding from me? something that u want to do all by urself and doesn't want me to be part of it? dunno why the change ... i just don't know ... a lot of time u give me all reasons to doubt you ... but a lot of time too ... those are just my insecurities ... my paranoia ... afraid of losing you ... afraid of another failure ...

another eating time w/ the girls ... tis time at Pizza Hut Suntec. Jai (Rai's fiance) join us this round. After dinner ... we head to Anderson for some sweet tooth treat ... Here's some pics from nana's ...

the first time i bump into it was @Jurong Point NTUC ... the smell (though it's not the same brand that i use) ... ahhhhHhhhh!!!! ... it just reminds me of my laundry time @UK during my uni stay ... There's an article here ... http://www.downy.com/en_US/experience/articles/200307_03.jsp "Does laundry fragrance really makes a difference?" My answer : it sure does to me ... not only i love scent ... but it sure brings back memories ...