JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

honestly not sure ... i've been spending too much time w/ guy B ... while guy A as usual w/ his frens ... guy A: - someone who can't be married to - someone who gives me the freedom and space - someone who loves me but does not verbalise it - someone who hurts me without him knowing he does so - someone who says love and miss to someone else but not me - someone who i think in love with someone else (read his sms) guy B: - someone who can be married to - someone who loves me too much - someone who misses me always - someone who cares about me - someone who knows me without knowing me - someone who knows my whereabouts without being told - someone who is secretive in his own ways (not something that i'm comfy about) guy B says ... "i've achieve 1 goal ... getting my license ... but i've yet to achieve the other ... and that's you ... (... he tears ...)" A difficult choice to make ... should i be making any choices in the first place? or should i ju...

after being with the company since 1August1996 ... 19May2006 is the last day i work my butt out at the company ... it's close to 10years ... having to leave all behind is never easy ... Thanks to Megan, Reddy, Lela, Riduwan, Faridah, Siti, Hasnidah, Fareena and Serene Ng for the beautiful skirt that i love and wanting to buy but u guys beat me to it ... THANK YOU!! Your care and concern for me will be remembered ... and may your wishes be blessed ... Do keep in touch and remember me always ... To Faridah ... an extra thanks for the Calvin Klein - euphoria blossom perfume that you bought me as a parting gift ... i didn't even guess that it's meant for me ... THANK YOU babe ... being working with you for the past half decade ... it's not something easy being apart and away ... though we sat next to each other we never failed not even for a day to sms or email each other ... you're my buddy, partner in crime, my confidante ... u know me ... all of me ... no one can re...

There's always a first time for everything ... and this week isn't any exception ... 1. he drove with me for the first time after passing his license ... 2. Usali having celebrated his birthday for the first time with anyone after 38th year ... 3. my nephews (Afi and Rydel) taking the changi airport skytrain for the first time ... 4. me went to sembawang park for the first time ... 5. we drove to wak hassan mosque having seen it for the first time ... 6. me went to silver tortoise for the first time ... (atas ajakan birthday boy, Usali ... if not tak sampai la ... tak terfikir pun nak ke sana ...) 7. we went karaoke ... they heard me sing for the first time ... 8. me ate at Bugis Village market for the first time ... (all this while eat at Peck Seah st je ...) 9. the first time we rented a car together ... 10. the first time he met my uncle, Pak Leh at Arab St eating w/ my parents ... 11. the first time we went out w/ my sis and Usali ... 12. the first time he met...

Thanks to Cik Seniah @91115333 who rented us their car SDK6291G a Nissan EXSaloon ... we rent the car from Tuesday afternoon and return it on Thursday afternoon ... He is so attached to the car ... that it aches having to return it ... We drove the car around from Kembangan - Clementi - Arab Street - Chinatown - Bt Timah - Bedok - Changi - Bedok - Clementi - West Coast - Lengkok - Jurong - Clementi - Bt Panjang - Yishun - Sembawang - Ang Mo Kio - Changi - Clementi - Pasir Panjang - Clementi - Lengkok - Clementi - Ang Mo Kio - Bedok ... all in a span of 2 days ... phew!!! What a ride!!! It's all time worth spending ...

yup ... he turns 8th ... we fetch them @bt panjang ard 11pm, send off a fren at Yishun and off we drove ard ...  went to sembawang park ... watch a man fishing ... chat for a while ... driving past Wak Hassan's mosque ... a chilling drive in the wee hours of the dark nite ... everyone in the backseat were so still thru' out the drive ... heheheheh ... chilling ...  then we head off to the airport ... by the time we arrive it's 1.30am and it's school day the next day (last day of the school term ... ok pe? ... heheheh)  brought the kids on a ride on the skytrain from T1 to T2 ... then walk back from T2 to T1 where we parked our car ... we ate at MacDonalds (@ T2) ... bought Rydel 2 slices of cake in celebration of his birthday ... What an eventful nite?? Hope it's something he remembers ... Happy Birthday kiddo ...