so upset ...

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sigh!! dunno what to say ... as much as i want to believe that things happen for a reason ... i also believe that ones patience and tolerance has its limits ...
question is ... for how long more? what should i do? should i just give up the fight (but there seems to be no war except for myself ... my inner self)?

life is shitty!!!

not that i didn't try to stay positive ... i did ... but it just come to a point when u just get upset ... well that's why pple say ... it's best not to know ... but can't help it ... being me i rather know ... beats me ... i rather know than not knowing ... i rather be hurt and suffer knowing ... then not ... ya ya ... i know ... not knowing i won't get hurt ... i wouldn't be upset ... arghhhh!!!

so what now??
what exactly do i want?? sigh!!!
kalo ikutkan hati ... nak aje terbang far far away ... but i'm no bird ... disappear ... i'm no witch ... run ... i'm not a marathoner ... sigh!!!
sit and sigh je lah ... tu je yang termampu buat for now ...
how eh?? sigh!!!!

Comments

  1. XXXX YYYY2 February 2006 at 23:36

    you will never be charged with more than you can handle...everything is a test

    ReplyDelete
  2. JusMoi -3 February 2006 at 00:20

    i wish for a rainbow in my life ... i'm sure that split seconds is more than i can appreciate ...

    ReplyDelete

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