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It’s Friday 2Dec. My last chemo on Tues 29Nov. That means my 3rd day and usually the worst of the days. Indeed.  Doze off woke up from 10-ish to 5am.  That’s how i spend my 47th birthday at the strike of 12; which i wasn’t awake. Woke up abt 2-ish and replied to Yam and Tam bday wish at grp chat.  Followed by D’s wish at grp chat.  Then my siblings at the family chat grp. My sil juli and fidah.  Last abg wan at the grp chat too.  Ytdy evening bought myself 0.8g gold loop earring for $116. Happy Birthday to me.  A birthday + bonus gift for me lah. U deserve it the least after 5-mths battling with chemo side effects. Plus his infidelity again. And not wanting to sleep in the room. 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ It’s 11.04am now. Let’s see if there’s anything else happening today. Else it’s just another day.  Sabar je lah ape pn yg mendatang Senyum Allah ade

Year 2021

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 Wrote this on 1 Jan 2022 but only now then I manage to enter it here.  😂😂😂 Set my home office in supposedly Elly’s room. Still sore with Elly’s return to her birth parents and along with that gone are my dream of having a child I could fuss with. Pasted Seekers logo on our car 1st mammogram done … uncomfortable but glad the results are all good. Alhamdulilah. Change of boss; male boss to a female boss; Vincent to Angela. Good thing is they are no way near. Previously in Penang, Malaysia and now 12Hrs difference, Angela in Long Island and me here in Singapore. D end his work at Ley Choon in Feb. Extract sample from a lump found on the junction of my usus. But all is ok. My 3rd HL. 1st HL on 7 Oct to take sample of my uterus wall. 2nd major one on 10 Dec, a difficult but necessary decision to remove my uterus. I stop having menses. But my 2 ovaries remain. Hence I am still having hormones and still able to feel slight menses cramps. Aggressively start to try all sorts of me...

Forever … losing weight

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I am like forever as far as i can remember like since day 1 of my life … i have been trying and trying to lose weight. Did i succeed … hmmm no. Where got succeed … i am always FAT.  And now i weight is at its heaviest … 101kg … 3-digit sia … crazy or what? At 80s i a still ok. At 90s i got a way bit worried. Now at 100s … mak ai!!! Nak exercise memang tak ah. Dunno why. Maybe husband macam tak ok if i do and i hate break into sweat or dress up properly at home to exercise. Adoiiiiii macam2 ah my excuses.  Food i can still control. Drinking sweet stuff i can still control though need that slight taste in my drinks. Snacks … suka nah. In between always either hungry or i just want something to munch2.  I’ve been spending hundreds just for all these slimming stuffs … losing weight stuffs. Aside from my hair stuffs or my face stuffs.  So this month … i am going consistent and going a bit strong. Last month i’ve consume trufitz nite duty + fabulous boom + fitto … lose any...

48th Birthday for Mazlan

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  Happy Birthday Husband My wish is you be a much better person that you are yesterday Later that night ...  Abg Wan and Eqyn came over with a cake and dinner  for an impromptu birthday get-together.  Thank You you both ... love you both to the moon and back. 

Veeco WFH Bento Lunch 2021

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 Since we are all WFH ... Veeco has provided it's 2nd Bento Lunch sent to all Singapore employees. Awesome!! This lunch is from gastrogig  https://www.gastrogig.com/ And it just so happen ... it's husband's birthday. so complimentary cake for him ... hehehe

Malay Wedding; the new norm ... Phase 2 (Heightened Alert)

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 With the covid being with us since 2019 ... it's been 2 yrs now.  Singapore as of now ... is in the Phase 2 (HA) Weddings affair has been different.  Not only that ... funeral has been different.  Gathering ... without saying ...  This is the 1st wedding we attended since the covid.  SIL Fidah's youngest sister.