it just trickles away ...
i didn't ask for it ... i didn't tink about it ...
the tears just trickles away ... naturally ...
Baby Bro double celebration ...
yeah!! indeed he is my baby brother ... celebrated his birthday with a BIG BASH ... cos it's also the day he weds his one and only lady love whom they've built a wall of trust, love, understanding and patience for the past 7 years. the week started off with thursday picking up his baju nikah, dadih making. friday cousins coming over to have the hantaran ready. Saturday is the day he takes Juliyana as his wedded loving wife and Juliyana khatam Quran. And Sunday he turns 26 and with escorts of 15 "optimus prime" ... bet it's a day he will never forget ... Congrats Bro ... may you be the loving husband everyone envies, a responsible dad-to-be, a respectable son-in-law that all mothers would want to have ... Wishing you a Blissful Life with Juli ... and you will forever be my baby brother no matter what ... Love you lotssssssss ... PS: Pics unprofessionally taken by moi ... enjoi!!! seblom ter-forget ... special thanks to the following pple who made the wken...
hey dear, i understand what you are trying to say here in this entry. i have been there once. things around me just went slowly in the same direction over and over again. be very strong dear.
ReplyDeletethanks dear ... insyaAllah ...
ReplyDeletecannot take it...u make me cry. my heart aches reading u'r entries..and my eyes filled with those stoopid tears. Wati...dun be like tat ok...i hate this...i admit I felt so guilty for not being able to be by u'r side and wipe those tears away...i share those pain without u knowing it. when i got to know about him..i was so happy like hell for u...i juz wanna u to be happy...HELL those who hurt my fren :(
ReplyDeletecome on...dun let anyone hurt u okay..u'r a strong gerl..u try ok. think positive..always positive...dun forget, u'r family lurves u ...we lurves u...and u'r other frens too...i dunno how to put this rite on words...but sembahyang istaharah ok...mintak petunjuk...i will always doa for u'r happiness gerl.
don't u let those dark clouds blanked u'r mind. kalau u rasa silly and vulnerable at times..Istigfar banyak-2...dun give in to 'his' bad influences & do silly things okies...
my dear fren..pls...pls remember...for the good ol times sake...stay strong. i did remember? *hugs*
i'm truly truly sorry Na ... i dun mean to make u cry ... but i believe we share that bond strong enough to feel the pinch ... "...cubit peha kanan, peha kiri pun terasa jugak..." dun feel guilty for not being physically next to me ... cos you guys are always in me ...
ReplyDeletei guess i made him look like the bad guy ... but fact is he does gave me a measure of happiness ... and that's all i ask for ...
what's hurting is what he didn't do ... what he didn't say ... what he didn't show ... that hurts ... and i take it into my assumption and quotes ...
guess i'm just too vulnerable ... too meticulous ...