JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

We may have lost our love ones in 2011 .... but we still have their memories with us ... there are times when we cry of sadness ... there are times when we cry of happiness ... however we cry ... we teared .... we have a choice to wake up and start fresh ... or we can choose to cry again the next day ... like all these years ... we may have our regrets .. we may have unfinished business ... life is never complete ... treasure what u have now ... cos u may not have them tomorrow ... the hand that gives is better than than the hand that receive ... smile ... breathe in ... tomorrow will always be a better day ... love ... live ... life ... Wishing everyone ...

The much talk movie to close up year 2011 ... for me a must see ... great story ... bring tears to you eyes ... improved acting by Aaron ... thumbs up. "...perempuan adalah ciptaan allah yang amat istimewa semakin allah menyayangi kita semakin kuat dugaan yang allah akan berikan kepada kita..." "...redha itu ikhlas pasrah itu menyerah..." Watch it here ... http://www.veoh.com/watch/v25929980HmnCjQAp

'three' has always been a significant number for me ... i'm loving it. here's to you d .... you must have been busy that the sms i sent was not replied. you must have forgotten about it ... cos i did too in the midst of us busy and still mourning for your dad. it's alrite la ... anniversary is just a number just like birthdays too ... hope u are happy living with me ... and i've been treating u well ... and i look forward to many more years with u ...

Dear FIL, Ismaoon Bin Saleh You have been a great father to your children, a great father-in-law to your doter and son in-laws, a great grandfather to our children, a great husband to our mum .... You will be greatly miss ... We love you and miss you ... Our doas will always be with you dad ... Forgive us for all that we've sin ... may your soul rest in peace.

wanted to try ... and i did the detox but then i stop ... tink i shld start again. today for lunch i took the bio slim - so called orange julius orange ... yuckkkkssss not sweet at all but ok la ... see how far i can take it ... too much of discipline to just be thin ... Date: 21sep11 / 28sep11 weight: 89 bust: 41.5 waist: 40 / 39 tummy: 47.5 / 45.5 butt: 49 / 48 upper thigh: 30-27-22 / 29-26/21 arm: 16 / 15.5 Detox first: http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2011/09/detox-time.html

Since the 2 kiddos are males and they are 7mths old ... it's time for them to be castrated ... Just a week before his appointment date, Koko is behaving as per describer below: "...when your male cat reaches puberty at nearly six months of age, he will start yearning for female companionship, and it's not his fault - it's only natural. He will meow at night, spray foul smelling urine all over the house aside from his litter box, and totally ignore all your attempts to control him..." Some Facts: "...Male cats are always willing and able to mate, and if they do not have anyone to mate with, it does not present a problem. They will just sit around and wait until a female presents itself. Males that are not neutered can become aggressive toward their owners, will get into fights with other males as they search for amorous females. The frequent fights expose them to infectious diseases, abscesses from wounds and many males will spray pungent urine t

i was online shopping spreeing last week ... got myself and d t-shirt from wwe.com http://www.wweshop.com/ got myself and SIL stuffs from Victoria Secret and Bath & BodyWorks. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ http://www.bathandbodyworks.com/ got myself some scent stuff from scent library ... crazy!!!! http://www.scentlibrary.asia/ waiting for the goods to arrive ... dah gila kan ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

https://www.facebook.com/#!/themollyscloset first time i bought clothes from her ... well it's worth the try. well the clothes are all so nice ... and the materials are all so good ... but the problem is the size is way too big ... hmmm ... i'm asking if she can change it ... else i just have to wear them big which i'm not very very comfortable ... i'm already big ... wear big-big ... i will look ever bigger ... heheheheeh at least if i wear it just nice ... then i wouldn't feel too big ... hehehehehe

beautiful!! just love it to bits ... here's my snupped that i ordered ... http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2011/09/snupped.html _..._ the laptop sleeve with handles and red polka dots inside the harddisk sleeve  - not so-mini/customized mini sleeve with green plain inner pattern: uccelli di norvegia and another harddisk sleeve - not so-mini/customized mini sleeve with blue polka dots inner pattern: aestuo famella rewind I'M LOVING IT!!!!

okay ... i think i'm breaking down soon ... 1. my non-stop menses but luckily after i went to see the TCM it stops finally 3 days ago after 3mths of bloody-changing-pampers-EVERYDAY! (also see: http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2008/06/my-worst-ever-marked-it-16-jun-2008.html ) 2. kind of stress me out cos we're having open house this 5Nov. a good thing cos our frens wanted to see our place ... our family wanted to see our place ... this is the time! 3. bapak admitted to st luke's hospital in bt batok ... he's going to be there a long time ... but he is not helping ... he got the cheek to tell us and to even scold the student nurse when the tell the senior nurse that bapak is not taking his medicine ... WTF ... tk faham ke ape yg all these are strains to everyone and not just himself ... he practically calls me everyday ... setakat to ask what lan is doing ... hallooooo!! can't you just call lan and ask ... duhhhhhhhhh!! 4. mane mak called the other day and scold me cos

yeah! my order has arrive ... cool! The order: http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2011/10/skinweaver_1.html

Had a great time with hub last Sunday. we went to Autobacs Bt Batok to get some car stuff ... hub bought the "tyre-nut-gun" thing ... we also got the mat for the boot (like finally) ... then had lunch at Al Azhar ... before we head to Vivo to catch a movie. We watch Shark Night 3D ... not bad la ... after the show ... the usual ... we went to Toys' R Us. I have to stop at Marks and Spencer. Just love their home Fragrance. Got myself the Velvet Berry refresher oil and the infusion sticks as well. and i can't resist MUST BUY NOW ... the Florentyna Eau de Toilette 100ml I've been wanting to get this since i was in Bradford ... in 2004 where my housemate uses it ... and i'm smelling it every day ... heaven!!! Now i smell so calm just wearing this perfume ... loving it! hub as usual got his toy ... and i got myself a strawberry shortcake figurine ... something that when i was young i've always wanted to have 1 for myself ... love the sweet smelling figur

MENARIK UNTUK LELAKI TAHU... NEVER MAKE WOMEN CRY... :) Wahai Tuhan, mengapa wa...nita sering menangis? JawabNya: Kerana wanita itu unik. Aku ciptakannya sebagai makhluk istimewa, Ku kuatkan bahunya untuk menjaga anak-anaknya, Ku lembutkan hatinya untuk memberi rasa aman, Ku kuatkan rahimnya untuk menyimpan benih manusia, Ku teguhkan peribadinya untuk terus berjuang pada saat yang lain menyerah, Ku berikannya naluri untuk mencintai anak-anak dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun, Ku kuatkan batinnya untuk tetap menyayangi walau dikhianati oleh teman, Walau disakiti oleh “orang” yang dia sayangi.. Wanita makhluk kuat, Tetapi jika satu saat dia menangis itu kerana Ku berikannya air mata untuk membasuh luka batin dan memberi kekuatan baru. “WANITA itu ISTIMEWA”

An article extract from Yahoo to share. http://sg.news.yahoo.com/photos/7-foods-that-fight-fat-1315796568-slideshow/#crsl=%252Fphotos%252F7-foods-that-fight-fat-1315796568-slideshow%252Fcheese-photo-1315792959.html You don't have to alter your diet too much to lose weight. Everyday food can help you win the battle against the bulge. Spuds have a bad reputation for its high carbs, but because they are thrice as filling as a slice of white bread, it tops all food when it the satiety index. In addition, the starch in potatoes helps burn body fat. Thanks to all that fiber, oranges rank the highest in the list of satisfying fruits. The fiber fights fat, ergo -- if you eat more fiber, you'll have less flab. So go grab an orange. Milk, particularly skim milk, contain proteins (whey and casein) that can make you feel more satisfied than sugary drinks and tells your brain you've had enough to eat. Pine nuts contain fatty acids that boost hormon

Do you know that it's a Muslim country? hmmm ... i didn't until i make the reservation for my boss and this is what stated in the confirmation letter. "...As the Republic of Maldives is a Muslim country, it is not permitted to bring any alcohol into the Maldives, although it is widely available in resorts for your personal consumption ..." and i decide to google it to confirm what i read ... which honestly it didn't occur to me that it's a Muslim country ... Abstract from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maldives "...Islam is the only official religion of The Maldives. The open practice of all other religions is forbidden and such actions are liable to prosecution under the law of the country. According to the revised constitution, in article two, it says that the republic "is based on the principles of Islam." Article nine says that "a non-Muslim may not become a citizen of the Maldives"; number ten says that "no law contrary to

it's teambuilding event for our company and they decide to go for bowling at Chevron's ... we team up with the VDL boys ... whom we didn't even met and talk ... but we turn out ok. Overall score for the lanes ... we made it 4th. But overall score for the whole company taking the average where some teams have 4 players and like us we have 5 players ... no idea where we stand. But i'm very sure we did alrite ... From left: Soo Yuan Lim, Yun Kiong Lim, Brandna New (behind), Me and Wendy ... Our 1st game score Our 2nd game score Our 3rd game score See ... we're no. 4 .. .yeah!!

This is what i found first and fell in love first before i found snupped. https://www.facebook.com/SkinWeaver foung this sleeve rather unique and bright ... it's not a gonna a dull moment carrying my laptop around. the plain one i have has done enough justice. i sent my enquiry to them on 22sep11 and only got their response on 29sep11. subsequently i reply on 29sep11 and got a reponse today. so with that i decide to go ahead and buy this sleeve too ... gila sleeve la kan ... hehehehehe Bought and Delivered: http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2011/10/skinweaver.html

I've started to give them Pro Nature Holistic Kitten - Chicken and Sweet Potato Not too bad ... just that the food stinks ... and the poo stinks too ... and furthermore it does not come with a big pack ... i've 2 growing monsters ... can't live with just 340g. i kind of have to buy > 4 packs to last me a month ... though each pack about $9++ i think. Product Feature Features: Fresh chicken is the primary ingredient in this nutritionally balanced and highly palatable formula. With sweet potato: Has a high level of beta carotene, which produces vitamin A and improves the body's immune responses. With honey: Rich in carbohydrates, honey contains proteins, minerals, organic acids, numerous vitamins, enzymes facilitating digestion and natural antibiotics. With organic carob: Contains fiber that helps regulate intestinal function and stool consistency. Enriched with extra protein, vitamins and calcium for optimal bone growth and vitality. Formulated to ensur

hmmm hopefully i'm not too late to try this ... they've been with us since May and only now i think i shld have tried to use the litter box ... at least it won't stain and it will control the odor ... so i'm getting these today ... Fussie cat litter 10L (should last me 3 weeks to a month). Getting the apple scent ... but can't decide really ... but ahhhh ... complete it with the Petmate Cat Liner, Cat litter box and cat litter scoop ... and all for these 2 monsters ... pstttt ... but till date (updated on 9/17/14) they have not been using litter. Hubby dun like the mess litter made. hence we are still having them pee and poo at the shower area in the common bathroom. as long as we clean it on time ... with the spray in the toilet + air freshener ... so far so good. toilet doesn't smell so bad. hehehe

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each time you speak words that came out from your mouth is so hurtful bet you didn't realise it tone sound of those words bring tears to my eyes and i bet you didn't realise it either when will it ever stop or am i being too sensitive dun treat me like a stranger cos i'm sure i'm not But i wish that i'm a stranger then you will treat me at your best Ya Allah please give me strength else take me away from all these I'm not ready to see you but i'm ready to leave this world

hmm ... it's time for me to replace my laptop sleeve ... since i dun have the time to go around to search for it ... and furthermore not knowing where to get a nice one ... decided to go online ... and found SNUPPED! https://www.snupped.com/sg/ So i went on online spree. and i went on to get sleeves for my harddisk too ... but i'm pretty sure it's all worth it ... i will wait for it to be customised ... to my own preference ... and delivered to my doorstep ... in the next few weeks ... YEAH!!!

imagine this weight on my shoulder ... but the fact that the weight is invisible is so much unbearable and much more pain to carry along each day ... no one knows ... no one felt it ... but MYSELF! i worries too much ... fact! but hey ... how can i not worry ... can i let you worry instead? when it was told ... shared ... i tot there's a solution where we can share this weight  ... but hey no ... it's for me to decide WAT to do ... HOW to do it ... and all you do is strike it off the list ... and when i'm in trouble ... all you do is question me ... give me that "I-am-not-happy-with-you" look ... I worry about my weight I worry about my body shape I worry about my body size I worry about my menses pain I worry that each time when i pull my panties, i've stained my panty liner I worry about the acnes and marks on my face I worry about the bulging tummy I worry that the monsters toilet stain I worry that the monsters toilet stinks I worry that my room stinks

Well ... it's the raya season ... gaji pun dah masuk ... so we pick this day to go shopping!! Went with my sis, Ida, Dinah, D and Myself ... We went to Queensway ... (1) Bought d Crocs flip-flop / slipper - Duet Flip for $64.15 Then bought him a Jeep at those Locker Bay kind of store for $30++. Bought him 2 jeans and 2 shirts. Then we head to Geylang. Got ourselves Baju Kurung. We're in Black this year. We shop2 for whatever necessary like carpet, rugs, kuih2, drinks ... practically burn my pocket ... but alhamdullilah we still have spares to bagi duit raya But i bet he had a blasted birthday ... i wish he had ...

I was kind of upset when Ian didn't deliver what she promised. understood that part of it is my fault for not collecting the pictures earlier. but again in a business sense if the pictures are ready ... then i would want to clear it off my backlog and will get my customer to collect it the soonest they request. but i got a feeling that the pictures entah ke mane ... tk kan they dun want me to pay the balance $600? brapa lama agi dia nk simpan tu gambar2? anyway bln puasa berlalu ... raya berlalu ... and i'm asking for it now ... since my last call to her was seblom puasa agi. and i've decided that i will take the raw pictures only w/o edit, print or frame. and she agree BUT she need to check the pictures still. if it's digital picture ... i'm sure the pictures are intact. she will come back to me by early oct. i'm giving her a date that i will call her 1st week of Oct. i PM Juraimi, my photographer and ask if he can edit the raw pictures ... and guess what he

Detox time ... 89 41.5 40 47.5 49 30 16 we'll see if the numbers will reduce ... Continue: http://jusmoi.blogspot.sg/2011/11/bios-slim.html

for some reasons ... everyone even makhluk yg tk ku nampak tanya apa khabar ku ... trima kasih hanya itu yg mampu ku ucapkan ... i'm fine as it is ... cuma penat.com maybe ... and i'm financially very tight ... doakan agar pintu rezki ku dilapangkan ... bulan baik yg akan tiba ni ... ku pohon kepada mu ya Allah ... kau lapangkan lah pintu rezki ku ... semoga dapat ku berikan yg baik untuk suami ku ... keluarga ku dan diri ku sendiri ... harta duni memang tk ke mana ... tapi perlu untuk kita menampung idup seharian ...

i dream that i said this to him ... "You go your own way ... i go mine ..." but i can't recall who that him is ...

with wifey ... tk de nk peluk2 close2 ... peluk2 pinggang ... maklum pinggang nya wifey terlalu besar nk dia peluk rapat2 ... ketat2 ... dada to dada ... pipi to pipi ... ADE KE PATUT!!!!!! he is so unbelievable ... unreasonable ... no words can explain why he does it ... HE SIMPLY ENJOYS IT!!!!!!!!!! F*&#!!! CHE&*#E!!!!!!  SIALAN!!!!! BABI!!!!! Tk de prasan punya orang!!! bila part kita nk bergambar ngan dia ... dia kata dah byk amik gambar ... tapi bila dia bergambar dgn yg lain ... alrite!!! ... tk pulak dia songel pa pe ... why eh?? why is he like that ...

Moving in the last piece of furniture 2nd week of June - that is our bed - which i miss sooooo much ... we are now officially move in ... the house is more or less in maintenance mode ... we're still clearing up some boxes of stuffs ... mostly d's stuff ... in both the guest room and the study room. it's DEFINITELY, ABSOLUTELY tiring when 90% of the time it's only 1 of us that does the maintaining of the house ... added on with having to care for the 2 furry monsters ... yeah!!! monsters now ... poo in the kitchen sink, poo in the common toilet sink, vomit on our sofa, stunts from the common toilet window out to the service balcony, stunt on our living room windows/grilles, stunt on our study room windows/grilles ... with furs all over the place ... arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! They are 3 months old now ... Kiki shedding more than he should ... and he seems to be getting thinner ... Koko noty2 ... caught him sleeping on my kitchen table top this morning ... he and his w

we kind of move in to our crib since 16 may 2011, since the 2 kids came into our lifes ... we move in most of our stuff except for our bed that is still at my mum's ... we slept at the sofa for most nites ... the house is more or less furnish ... all the necessities are very much in place ... we did our 1st groceries ytdy ... we've food now that we can do simple cooking ... we will definitely not get hungry ... if it arises ... the 2 kids are coping well ... toilet train though kiki still poo outside the hole ... iritating ... need to get him to poo in the hole ... not sure if i ever will be able to do that ... sigh!!!

hmm ... me and my big mouth ... if i didn't mentioned ... didn't say ... i would 22 points ... and with a bit of leniency ... i might even get 21 points .. duh!!!

this week has been an adventure ... dad-in-law admitted into hospital last Sat (polling day 7 May 2011) nite. he was unconscious ... we will call to the hospital at 2am and once again at 9am the next day ... me and hubby slept in the hospital to be ready in case of emergency on Sunday nite ... families, frens came to visit and doa for his recovery. alhamdulilah he came round ytdy 10 May 2011, after 3 days of sleep ... and he is progressing well ... insyaAllah ... ytdy was also the day our fridge, washing machine was delivered to our new home. on top of that ... here i am learning new skills ... test is this coming Friday ... not sure if i can make it thru ... my confident level is there ... but i just dun feel good abt it ... we'll see ...

fuhhhhhhhhh ... just 2 more days ... less than 48 hours ... can i make it? arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Will i ever make it? Let's pray so ...

i pray ... i hope ... i wish ... i beg ... that he respects the house as much as he respects me ... appreciate the little things i do ... NEVER brings in people into the house without my knowledge ... FORBIDS any form of unmoral activity in the house ... my fear ... ya allah ... please erase the tots from my mind ... please erase the intention in his heart ... i beg you!

it started with balloting for fun ... since we were just boyfren-girlfren ... back on 10 Oct 2008. we got our Q no which was way too far. no news after that. then we throw another $10 and ballot again on 13 april 2009. no flat available for us to choose. new ruling came. we can opt for living near parents scheme. and we did it again on 1 oct 2009. another $10. and this time we made it. we got the flat of our choice. at the very sec we are to choose our flat on 21may2010 paying $2,000 in cash for the option fee, only 2 is available ... either the unit at the point block or the unit at the corridor. we hope to get the unit at the point block. though we know that we will spend a bomb on that unit - $457,400 for a 4-room Model A (New Series) 92sqm flat. we went to scout for renovation companies and decided to go with Stephen from Classic Ideas. Met him on 24 Dec 2010. He was recommended by Enez whose parents house was done up by him. A very cheerful, direct guy. It's a breeze workin

Ya Allah ... if you really really really love me ... please take my life ... i plead you ... pleasssssssssssssseeeeeeee ....

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