JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

dah lah kena herdik ... raised his voice to be exact ... just becos i called? maybe he's not looking forward to be home ... or maybe he's tired ... but gives him no right to raised his voice kan? si power 98 pun satu ... from just now have been playing my "history" songs ... first it was the song that brings me back to 6-7 years ago ... that pathetic self of mine ... then now playing the song that reminded me of the time me and my travel buddy was in KL ... the first two times that we were there ... and this song is still hot ... arghhh ... cannot concentrate to work ... my mine going crazy ... arghhhhhh ....

he has reach his destination ... safe and sound ... but from his tone ... the hotel sucks big time ... even has tots of changing hotel ... have been searching for one for him ... but to no avail ... most of them are fully booked ... ask him to check out some hotels while he's there ... "shitty huh dear??!! hang on in there ... go look ard ... or make the best of what is thr ... i'm sorry it turns out this way for u ... hope to hear from you soon ..."

he left me less than 24hrs and i'm already missing him ... hope all is well ... "Take care my dear ... have a safe journey ..."

Got this from a fren ... Something for us to ponder ... LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR ... LOVE is when you can't hate, no matter how much wrong is done to you. If you can love BEYOND all hurt and pain, then it's LOVE. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you ... Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget ... You can only go as far as you can push ... ACTIONS speak louder than words ... The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else ... DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff ... LIFE'S SHORT, If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it ... A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE ... Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it ... BEST FRIENDS are siblings God forgot to give ... When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FR

Dear Journal ... i know i've been missing for a while ... "where did i go??" no where ... been around ... even my colleague miss me since she has not been seeing much of me around in office as well ... "how's life?" it has been wonderful ... nice in a way ... love in plenty of ways ... "what i've learnt these past days??" that ... Sometimes a lot of things are just not meant to be asks ... it's meant to be trusted and it's a "you knew ... so don't need to ask" thingy ... though curiosity does kills the cat ... but it does not pay to be nosy ... no matter how much you yearn to ask ... no matter how much you yearn to know ... it's best that some things are to be kept mum about ... it's not easy ... it's the most difficult thing to do ... but somethings are just done that way ... it may not make you feel the best of yourself ... but be contented with what you currently have ... having some is better than not havi

As usual ... got this from a fren ... A lot of times, we tend to take things for granted ... especially when we reach the 'get use to ' zone ... this is just a reminder to all of us ... we sure need them once in a while ... FAMILY I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said good-bye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When i turned, i nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. When i lay awake in bed, A small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go

Fate = an event that inevitably happen ... Inevitably = an event that is impossible to avoid or prevent ... Destiny = a predetermined events beyond our control ... Yes Dear!! ... we are fated to be together ... we didn't meet by any chance ... we are being met ... i've answered ur question ...

got this from a fren ... Five simple rules to be happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred. 2. Free your mind from worries. 3. Live simply. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less.

Dear ... THANK YOU!! I have such a lovely, blissful time with you for the past few days ... i fell in love with you all over again ... leaving u for the weekend ... u had ur fun at the paintball with ur frens ... while i had my "bumpy" fun trip to Fraser Hill with my family ... part of me sure misses u ... that's without saying ... but i also know that u need sometime to be with your frens too ... we catch two movies in a row ... watch 'Bewitched' on Monday nite at Cineleisure and 'Stealth' on Tuesday nite at Westmall ... both shows are worth watching ... especially when it's watch with you ... On Wednesday, not sure if u felt it ... but i chose to have dinner at Magic Wok cause i wanted to relive the first dinner we had together ... that's 10mths ago ... sorry you had to tolerate eating the baby squid ... hehehehe you: why do you choose to be with me? ... me: [pause] to put it lamely ... cos it's you ... you: ya ... but why me? ... you hav

 it's been quite a hectic week ... or is it a lazy week??? ... anyway before the National Day i was wrapped up in work ... to finish what was needed before i go on a long long break ...  took leave from Monday 8-Aug-2005 and 10-Aug-2005 ... my well deserved break ... the first break i took this year ... after 8 months of slogging ...  it's been a bumpy ride right from the start ... where my bro wants to come along but he has to be back on Monday for work (when we are planned to return only on Monday) ... my elder sis has to work hence not able to join us  ... had to ask my KL frens to help me out to get a bus tix back to SG for Sunday ... unfortunately not able too ... so we decide then to drive back on Sunday midnight so that we are able to reach back in SG by the wee morning of Monday ... but then ...   my elder sis got locked out of the house ... her bag (with the house key in there) got locked in the workplace locker ... and will only be able to open on Monday ... 

... days when i'm wearing jeans and polo-t to work ... compare to now when i'm wearing skirt and top ... That's the day i first step into this company ... when the work force is unite, small, family-like ... and see where it is now ... it has grown to be one of the ferocious big boys in the market ... winning all kinds of awards, getting all kinds of recognition, partners of this and partners of that ... list goes on ... and on ... and on ... Here i am still in this office ... not sure what i'm doing here and how long more i'm gonna be here ... do i like my job? ok ok ah ... i'm very comfy where i am ... do i like the company? ok ok ah ... complain here complain there ... don't like this .. don't like that ... but still i'm still here ... do i like the people? needless to say ah ... they are the ones i will miss if i move away ... or they move on ... Guess it's time to reflect ...