JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

we found it at east coast ... all by itself ... crossing the road (tak de yg pimpin) ... so we decided to give it a home ... or rather he is giving it a home ... (cos my mum would be against having any kind of pet at home) we named it "SMOKEY" Updated 1Oct we just got him checked ... yup it's a him ... he's a mixed breed of netherland dwarf ... an adult rabbit he is ... approx abt 3-5 yrs of age ... he is a healthy one alrite ... eating well ... active ... love to be pat and stroke ... love to be cuddle and carried ... will respond when call ... he sure has become his dear ... guess i'm becoming 2nd to him ... hmmm ...

it's been a great 2 weeks ... love what i did so far ... (like dila said ... "it's so very the me!!") ... great environment ... nice boss ... fantastic colleagues ... and best location!!! (2 train stops from my home) ... what else could i ask for?? amin!! alhamdulilah ... walaupun my fate will be told 6 months later ... for now i'll enjoy what's in front of me ... mudah-mudahan my service is still needed ... and for once i dun regret leaving tat shit hole that i've been in for the past 10 yrs ... just so glad i made the decision to move on ... it has never been easy ... it's depressing + worried + stress + tired ... but all tat pays off ... sabar je ... rezki ade di mane2 ... rezki pasti ade ... antara cepat ngan lambat ... antara lebih atau kurang ... but it's there ... kita usaha ... Dia yg memberi ... insyaAllah ... amin!! And i thank d for being there ... and my parents for stressing me out *smiles* THANK YOU!!

sigh wati ... apa daaaa ... sesiapa yg baca ni pun naik bosan ... apatah lagi yg mendengar ... tak abis2 ah citer kau ni ... lepas satu ... satu ... biler nak game ni?? ... (familiar words playing in my head) "...eh naik bosan ah dengar?...", "...you keep on asking the same questions!!...", "...wat do u want me to say?...", "...i got no answer for you, wat else you want me to say?!...", "...watever ahhhh...", "...do wat u tink is best, tink what u tink is right...", "...dah tak kuasa ahhh...", "...tak abis2 ahh..." ... wat's wrong w/ me exactly? tak faham2 ke? can't i just keep my bloody mouth shut ... can't i just put a full stop to watever i have to say ... can't i put a full stop when people just have no answers to me ... why would i start asking the SAME questions ... but just phrase it differently ... sialan kan tu??!!! besarnya chee*** kan!!!! patut jugak ah kena marah ... pat

To dear sweet beautiful buddy ... Dila ... Wishing you a great day ... cos it's ur birthday ... May all ur wishes come true ... byk2 lah berdoa ... insyaAllah dikabulkan ... yg penting niat mesti ikhlas ... Wishing you the best of the best that today can bring ... and many many other happy happy events to come all year round ... Love always ..., Wati Update on 27Oct2014 Wonder where is Dila now? hmmm ... 

hanging out time ngan mar and gang ... all events took place without prior planning ... just going w/ the flow ... (padahal initial plan was to cycle @East Coast .. but of course the weather tricked us ... and we proceed w/ Plan B)  Nevertheless we had fun ... it was nice hanging out w/ the bunch of them ... Updated on 27Oct2014 PS: Wonder where is Mar now? hmmm ... 

kalo ia nya satu beban ...ampun kan mi ... tiada niat mi nak membebankan di ... tapi ia adalah beban yg mi bawa bersama mi for now ... jika bebanan ni benar2 membebankan ... mi faham ... mi mengerti ... ape saja yg di fikir baik untuk diri di sendiri ... mi redha ... mi rela ... syg ... kerana mi tak sanggup menjadi satu beban buat diri di ... mi tak sanggup ... di sorang yg baik ... it's no wonder mereka tak kan lepas kan di dgn begitu saja ... tanpa mencuba dan terus mencuba ... and you definitely deserve someone as good as you are ... am i the one? ... insyaAllah ... amin!

alone ... miserable ... shitty ... dazed ... lost ... distance ... solemn ... upset ... glum ... gloomy ... depress ...  sigh!!! definitely not a good day for me ... time past so slow ... walked with a heavy heart ... it has been such a 'black' day ... silenceeee .... filled me ....

another successful outing last sat 9sept06 ... this time w/o yan and hainie ... but 2 other frens join us ... shikin and yati ...  this time we meet kat Swenson Crowne Prince Hotel for dinner and dessert. pas tu we head to istana park to chill ... ENJOY!!!!

yup yup yup ... we were there indeed @the RSAF OpenHouse 2006 kat Paya Lebar Airbase ... kita dah mcm udang kena panggang ... cuaca punya lah hotttt ... but for his love of planes and all ... i'm contented and glad to spend our entire saturday there ... especially the finale ... the Aerial Display ... powerrrr!!!! something that if you ever ever made ur way there years next ... make sure never never ever miss the 50mins of the Aerial Display ... power gileeerrrrr!!!!  till then ... enjoy the pics ... as much as we love spending every seconds of our time there ... *smiles* PS: the men in jumpsuits ... just makes u drool ... and dun expect to see any mlayu in jumpsuit ahh ... we definitely see none ...