JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

ytdy was the day! the day he had enough of my fucking bitchy stupid shitting attitude and he chose to stay away from me ... shut me out from his world . i didn't see the sign though i knew that could be the cause. as much as i want him to listen and to know that i've enough of his  weird un-explained behaviour ... he comes to a peak 1st and has enough of my attitude. sigh!!! what now? i know he is hurting as much as i am ...

Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen Ooooh... But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melted into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking 'round Thinking I'm going crazy Chorus: But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Oooh, oooh... Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that their goal Is to keep me from falling Hey, yeah! But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet every

Dear bros out there ... just want to understand what's going on in the head of men say 3 months into their wedding day? What will you guys be thinking about? What runs in your head? In your heart? In your mind? Normally we girls will be busy with the wedding preparation and the guys are usually more of a supporter than they get their hands dirty into the planning and all that ... all they know when the day finally comes ... they'll be ready for that solemnisation ... but then 3 months before ... what actually happen? where are they guys? hmmm ... pssstttt ... ladies you're most welcome to comment too ...

Name: Mohammad Nur Rifa'ie Bin Zainudin Born: 6 Sep 2008 Time: 0813 The many faces of the handsome little one ... the 5th in Ida-Din family and the 9th of my nephews and nieces collection ... heheheh (pic is taken days after he was born)

1. my menses is a killer ... since first puasa till today i've yet to fast. masa 1st puasa tu ingat dah abis ... cos my last menses was week of 11 aug. then gi tg pinang on 16 aug tu i'm clean. abih dah nk puasa dia kluar sikit2 ... then dah brapa ari ni ingat dah bis ... kluarrrrr agiiiiii. perut pn cam segugut2 but very mild ah. Dunno what's wrong with me. 2. then d pn mcm buat hal. dah brapa ari ni asyik lik lambat from work. usually no matter how late he will ask me to wait. but then ni he ask me ... cam ne?? of course la i said i go back on my own. then when i suggested i wait ... he said tk tahu tau kul brapa lik. tk pelik tu? mcm 1 alasan gitu. i went back on my own last fri 5 sep, semlm 9 sep and today 10 sep. then he's been like send me home then he head home. tk ckp penat or watever but jus lik. kalo dulu nk suruh lik mcm susah. ni suka lak nk lik umah. like mon 8 sep tu when he was with me ... he was sms-ing. katanya rudy yg sms ... but mcm tk stop2 gitu. ar

The Asmara United Veteran's are invited to Tg Pinang for a game. This is d's first overseas game since he got himself active in soccer since early this year. We don't have enough players from Singapore yet the trip and game still goes on. We've "borrowed" players from our counterparts there as well as the opponents plays for us too. It was a good draw 1-1 game despite the location (heheh ... we were told that it use to be a cemetery ground ... and from a distance we saw graves at the left side of the field) The company was great ... the food was nice ... the place quite alrite ... it so happens that 17 Aug is their National Day so most shops are closed when we went out shopping. psstt ... tis is our first virgin trip without family. just us and frens ... *winks*