JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

which part of australia should i go?? western australia -> perth   1 northern territory -> darwin   1 south australia -> adelaide   0 queensland -> brisbane   1 new south wales -> sydney   0 australia capital territory -> canberra   0 tasmania -> hobart   0 victoria -> melbourne   0 tot next year nak gi australia ah ... but where should i go eh?? i tink trip gi australia -> accomodation, flight should cost about $1.5K ... kalo expenses another $1.5K rasa2 cukup tak?? i tink driving would be a good option kan ... tu pun kalo anyone yang sanggup drive ... leh tgk kangaroo ... leh carry si koala bear ... leh gi desert ... but which part of australia should i go?? hmmm ... let's take a poll ...

tink i shld give this a shot ... ??!!! it's $35 per jump per person maybe i'll go on a friday nite ... opens at 3pm ... closes at 3am ... OR ... should i take a stroll at the night safari?? ... there's a pick up for $3.50 at Grand Hyatt at 6.45pm depart from night safari as late as 10.45pm ... so that gives me 4hrs to roam ard night safari ... it's $18 per entry per adult ... tram ride $6 takes about 45mins there's animal show at 8pm, 9pm and 10pm ... or i could go for the safari adventure tour $28

Thanks to 'Get Music Video Codes'  for the link to upload videos on my pages ... Here's a sample ... one of my fav mp3 song loaded in my phone for my hearing pleasure ... listening to it reminds me of my nephew Syafi who sang along when the song is played on our way to Fraser Hill last august .. Enjoy!! (click play ya ... ) Here's the lyric ... for you to sing along ... Tell me what's wrong with society When everywhere I look, I see Young girls dying to be on TV They won't stop till they've reached their dreams Diet pills, surgery Photoshopped pictures in magazines Telling them how they should be It doesn't make sense to me Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on? Tell me what's going on? If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong I guess things are not how they used to be There's no more normal families Parents act like enemies Making kids feel like it's World War III

yippee!!! dia dah balik ... dah balik ... alhamdulilah ... he has a safe trip ... not forgetting a good trip too .. though from the sound of it not the best but an ok-ok trip i hear ... he even went to koh samui you!! took a cab from bangkok to rayong beach and power boat to koh samui ... power kan tu??!!! dah tu ... main jet ski lagi ... arghhh!!! miss all that fun ... not forgetting the endless shopping ... sigh!!! maybe someday ... tergerak ati dia nak bawak me lak eh ... maybe ... just maybe ...

nak pampered myself ... tapi tak sanggup ... tak mampu nak spend so much ... check out ... check out ... most places offer mcm $200++ ... even more ... what i want is a nice atmosphere ... serene ... tranquil ... want a good message that uplift me ... hilang kan all the tired ... stressed muscles ... a good back scrub to give my back a good glow ... a pedicure and a manicure ... just to give my fingers ... hand and toes some tlc ... a good facial ... to give me the glow and healthy complexion ... kalo ade foot reflexology ... alrite jugak ... kalo ade those bath pun ok jugak ... see ... dun it ends up with $200 and more ... arghhhhh!!! tak mampu sehhh ... but i really really really really need it ... any suggestion?? any recommendation?

Rating: ★★★★★ Category: Music Genre: Alternative Rock Artist: Nickelback Album - All The Right Reasons Look at this photograph Every time I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red? And what the hell is on Joey’s head? This is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we ever went without The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out This is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must’ve done it half a dozen times I wonder if it’s too late Should I go back and try to graduate Life’s better now than it was back then If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It’s hard to say It’s time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say It’s time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye We u

hehehe ... ya i cooked today. my mum wasn't feeling too well tis morn ... she ask my sis but she buat 'dakkkk' only ... since i'm bored ... bf never called ... (how to when he's in the plane) ... me feeling worrisome ... (cos he didn't call to say he's off ... only called once about 7.30am to say he has reached the airport, yet to check in) ... so i decide to keep myself busy ... and at the same time help my mum lah ... (she went off to ziarah a relative who just pass away) leaving me with the ingredients to cook ... i made nasi ayam today. cooked 7 cups of rice ... habis you!!! till now ... my fingers on fire ... cos i insist on removing the seeds off the chilis .. since i'm no chilli eater ... hahahah made the chilli sauce ... mum said must be sweet ... well i made it just nice ... not too watery ... not too sweet ... not hot of course ... just nice ... the rice?? superb ... heheheh ... giving myself credit for it ... cos i love eating chick

yup ... he is off to bangkok tis morning ... i meant sunday morning at 9.20am flight by jetstar asia. sms him about 1pm singapore time, that's about 12pm bangkok time. said he has just cleared the airport ... called him about 10pm singapore time, he just finish his dinner ... said they all slept thru' the afternoon since they were all up late the nite before. me again w/ my tots ... crazy tots ... watever it is ... i'm chill ... he'll be back on the 23rd ... that's wed. till then hope to hear from him tomorrow. if not the day after ... else the day after the day after ... i'm sure he's enjoying himself to the max without me in the way ... =D

Rating: ★★★★★ Category: Music Genre: Alternative Rock Artist: Peterpan hatiku bimbang namun tetap pikirkanmu selalu, slalu dalam hatiku ku melangkah sejauh apapun itu selalu, kau di dalam hatiku ku berjalan berjalan memutar waktu berharap, temukan sisa hatimu mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu mengerti, kau di dalam hatiku chorus tak bisakah kau menungguku hingga nanti tetap menunggu tak bisakah kau menuntunku menemani dalam hidupku ku berjalan berjalan memutar waktu berharap, temukan sisa hatimu mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu mengerti, kau di dalam hatiku dara, kau menjadi hidupku ke mana, kau tahu isi hatiku tunggu, sejenak aku di situ jalanku, jalan menemukanmu

Lyrics from song by Staind, Outside All the times that I've cried All this wasted, it's all inside And I feel, all this pain I stuffed it down, it's back again And I lie, here in bed All alone, I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow will be ok "...you are just fucking with me..." "...you think i'm fucking with you..." "...i dunno..." "...you tink i'm not serious?..." "...i dunno..."      ....................... "...i said it cos i want u to say something ... i want u to let it out..." "...once again i get u to talk..." hahaha ... so lame!!! i'm piss ... and worst off i'm hurt ...  so piss that i almost broke down ...  so piss that i'm so hurt ... me fucking with him ...  god i can't believe it ... geeezzz ....

should or should not ... ??? well ... 'nawaitu'   nya it is a way to channel my emotions, my thoughts, my views ... sharing it with anyone who is interested to read them ... a means to even keep in touch with frens whom u dun meet everyday, talk everyday ... but always there in your heart ... but kekadang ni ... blog ni pun mcm soyal ... becos it does not have emotions ... no tonality ... different people reads it ... interprets it differently ... well ... that's up to the individual ... but kekadang tu ... it becomes the cause of quarrels among couples, misunderstanding among frens, assumption made by those concerns ... sigh!! mcm2 lagi lah ... so it's a question ... shld we blog? shld we journal? ya ya ... we know when we post this out to the web world ... it's everyone's right to see ... it's for public eye ... but yet it's a private writings ... sigh!! go back to writing diary?? hmmm ...

yup ... it's that eventful day on the 29 October 2005 @suntec convention. what can i say about that day ... it's just a day that's not "meant to be" ... WHY?!! well ... for one ... ALL my photos for that day just turns out blurrr ... blurrrrr rabak ... ALL of them lak tu ... what can i say kan?? can't turn back ... can't recreate the moments ... sigh!! ... this is one of those times when you wish you can turn back time ... but obviously you can't and this day is no exception ... for another ... my boyfren forgets that it's the day ... since he has made other plans ... which is more important ... i relent ... like i said it's just not meant to be ... well ... for sure it's an accomplishment for me ... a personal accomplishment ... thru' all the hardships, sleepless nights, stressful zits and headaches, unmeasureable effort and precious time, dollars and cents ... it's one of the world's NO REGRET thing that i've done ... a

what exactly does raye is?? well ... as most of us know it's a celebration after a month of fasting ... Hari Kemenangan buat kita yang telah beribadah sebln ... mcm tak de ari esok gitukan ... in short ... it's a CELEBRATION ... rgdless of what ever that means to each and everyone of us ... well ... raye this year mcm ok ok lah for me ... for once i'm glad he is around ... unlike last year when he dissappear ... the only regret is not to go to geylang mlm raye tu ... well i did try to make arrangement ... but too bad tak de yg sanggup nak drive ... sigh!!! pak'al me tak tahu drive ... else tak jauh dah me pegi ... first raye as usual ... went to see my grandaunt at toa payoh first ... my paternal grandma was at my aunt's at jurong ... so we went there after ... we left home abt 3pm odd ... close to 4pm waiting for my sisters ... then we head to another grandaunt at tampines, then to my aunt at bedok ... and final house another grandaunt at woodlands ... and we