JusMoi ... My lif3sT0ry ...

dinner kat beach road 31July06 ... as usual ezan arrive before us ... as usual i'm always the last one ...  we split after dinner ... nevertheless it really ends my day well (even after a shitty start of my day) after seeing u girls ... THANK YOU!!! Here's the pic from Nana's cam ...

i'm tired ... just tired ...

asyik asyik kena marah ... padan nah ke muka aku ni kena marah je? or maybe it's just the part where "common ground not found" ... soyal kan tu ... sigh!! tak tau nak cakap ape ngan kau lagi Ti ... what is wrong with you?? (talking to myself lah ni ... ) kadang2 perkara yg me ingat remeh ... not to others ... kadang2 perkara yg me ingat tak salah ... not to others ... kadang2 perkara small to me ... but not to others ... do i take things for granted? or is this the part where i'm trying too hard? ... or maybe the part where my 'boh chap' attitude rules ... i am one who live life simple ... tak nak stress stress ... penat ah nak argue2 ... u just need to tell me i'm wrong ... (ouch!!! tat hurts ... but hey dun bother abt me ... i'll heal ... just give me 5 secs) ... and if u have the solution, the workaround ... SPELL it out to me ... else i'll learn on my own ... but no guarantee that i won't do the same mistakes ... cos honestly i'm a slo...

Sunday morning ... just the 3 of us ... the rest tak de ... dah mandi kan budak 2 ni ... dah ikat kan si kakak nya hair ... nak posing lak ... layan kan je ahhhh ... ni lah result nya ... enjoiiiii!!!!

tink the flu bug that's been bugging me must be the sign of stress ... tak pernah2 seh ... wat else can be the cause ... it keeps coming back seh ... new job ... new environment ... comes w/ it's perk ... but there's the side effect too ... nowadays u have to prove urself worthy else why shld they keep u ... u have to prove urself the asset of the company that they would keep ... and not the liability or expenses that they rather get rid ... lagi2 work as sales ... dun prove ur nos ... out u go ... 3 months probation ... they expect results in a week ... at most 2nd month u need funnels ... tak de ... hmmmm that's when the mgmt will start to ask ... are u worth to keep? they dun care the pain u r going thru' ... all they need to see is results ... amacam now?? qns is shld i stay or shld i go ... 1 more week ... no funnels ... no projection for sales for next mth ... nothing ... zerrrroooo ... what shld i do? tender? throw the wet blanket? or stay on ... but how? wh...

thanks d ... u ni ikut kan rentak mi ... dah kul 3 pagi pun sanggup gi makan durian ... my sis, jali and dinah (sleeping at the back seat of the car) with us too ...

yeah ... finally got to sit in a ford laser ... kete sewa ... rileks eh ... lum mampu agi nak li kete sendiri ... fuel consumption power!!! savings habis ... but hate the seat ... too small for my butt ... mcm cacat gitu ... just dun fit well with my butt but still i love this car ... arghhh .....